Me family ^^

Woohoo~
* Surprise surprise *

* Happy 19th Wedding Anniversary,Mommy & Daddy! *
Love ya,Mommy.. Love ya,Daddy.. *group hug*



Hohoho~

1. Waited n waited.. Daddy,mommy finally came back! 12.05am! 30th of October. Yesh la,my prayers worked.Normally,they wouldn't came back-so early. together.
Hide behind the doors. Then...surprise! ^^
Here I come with a candle-lighted cake (Got em a cake,a Orange Chocolate Fudge Cake from where they got married - Holiday Villa. *wink)
and with Co-Directors. Hong Joo. Anna. Hong Seh, We sang *Happy Wedding Anniversary* in a bday song tune.

2. Served with a Mommy Puppet & a Daddy Puppet & A Ferrero Rocher (me fav) - under the cake. Why one Ferrero Rocher? So they could 'You one bite,I one bite'..
Ano of my 'smarty' IDEA *grins* muahahaha~
May it stay like that forever,that they could share everything,irregardless of,when the days are sweet or when times get tough. We'll stick 2geta!

3. Served with group hugs from 4 of us - 3. Lit Bro 'Hibernated' on the sofa already xD
4. Served with lots of love..


Some shots..

Vien said "What la dadee.. Grab waist only? *mou guai yong* MOUTH-TO-MOUTH.. Now now!" and weee~

Wahahaha.. Mission Accomplished! *grins* *laughs* muahaha~!
Love ya all!

On Mommy's bday awhile ago,she got this random+*Crazee idea!

She said.. *LET'S MAKE A FAMILY TREE~!* xD

Indeed. xD (That explains where the craze genes are inherited from: Mommy xD)

Ballet+my love style x.x

My butt hurts...

To be specific,my butt's muscles.. xD
"Vienna..EeLyn..LiWen.. At this grade,U all should lift ur legs up,much higher than 90 degrees.."
Up up lift it up!
Vien *contracts butt's muscles.. (summore gotta straighten legs x.x no bending o' legs allowed)

-Vienna still in attempt to lift it straight up 180,like the pic in my frensta-Main Goal!-
(mua could do it only with ano person helping out to push it straight up.. then EeLyn was like correcting me "Vien,not straight..*Whack butts..evil gurl..Vienna,ur leg very heavy laa" muscles soring dee la,duh xDD!! +Slept at 6am the previous nite-something bugged me.. +woke up at 8.30am..tired..

And Teacher added 'sugar,spice & everything nice' ..
"See,Vienna..not strong enough! I thought u used to be quite flexible last time? I slacked. Must do more back raise!" woaAhhh~!
Back raise(superman,most ppl call it) = He*l = Sore-ness

Wanted to preserve energy to go for Squashie later,Coach asked me to,but unfortunately. .

(Vien walks kat har kat har dee now. .)

How I wish I got the Osim-ISymphonic!!
Bumped into Osim's exhibition in 1U,what I did?
Hmph. Lemme see..
I Ride on the *Horse-Riding-kinda-thingy*
Tried Upapa. Tried the Foot massager (In ad,with Lin Zhi Ling as the spokesperson..ahh~ Nice legs `grins. .)
And,got my eyes set on a Tiger-Skin-Massaging-Chair-aka-ISymphonic. Jumps to it.
Pressed the button. Full Body Relieve Program+Synchronised Music Program.
Put on the headphones. (The music was real soothing+calming..Ah.. Love it! ) Drowsed.
zzz. . Lala-land~


Oh,and I did this thingy..

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

xD noh. . .

The tag from eli ^^ So,I pomised rite?

Was talking to Dadee regarding Economics-of-ss15 just now xD
The new,to-be-built-high-rise-Condo,causes supply to go up,demands for student room to decrease,price/room decrease. I thought,it should be fine as Inti's rapidly constructing (overshadowing,depriving us of sunlight. nuu~ I cant see the view nemore!)
but nah,still a matter of Oversupply. (Disrupting equilibrium,as the system is already in equilibrium now,I assume)
1. That we should have rented out this house to the student earlier.
2. Rent ano house in ss14 (with much lower price) for ourselves. It cancels out each other,+we'll have much more extra money in the pocket.
3. Purpose: Invest and buy ano house in 15 then rent it out. The collected student's rental fees+extra money in pocket+savings= pretty much cover up installments. (RM550/room/month=2750/5rooms)
4. Therefore,we'll have One More house.
5. Then,invest on another,Leading to a chain reaction..
6. Entitled for -DOMINATION-OF-SS15- muahahahah! xD
Note: Chemistry paper was taken b4 writing this.
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PART 1: State the rules. Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

PART 2: The tag.

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch TV these days. Except for 'some' anime *hint hint Eli xD I miss Travel & LIVING channel+AXN+DISCOVERY channel+NatGeo! Bodoh punya exam! (HK dramas aren't interesting xD They are pretty much meaningless for me as I don't learn stuff or get to know new stuff,Information nor Knowledge that I don't know of,or able to see the world/universe,and they revolve around the same stuff-police,family politics.. again n again,with same actors in it,again n again.. x.x)
Re:Exams- If I were to be the Minister-Of-Education-of-the-World,exams are ought to be ABOLISHED! Now and forever!

I wear glasses or contact lenses. Contact lenses= cause Vien to lose phone,MOGOK!

I love to play video games. Bring it on! Any games will do. Be it Video games,P.Station,PC,Online games,RO,Dota - Though I'm never good in it..as I laugh when I lose or dies,I never minded much = I dont improve. xD After all,they are for the sake of FUN!

I've tried marijuana. Crazy thoughts strikes,why not? buahaha..

I have been in a threesome. DESPISE those kinda ppl! Say booo~ *throw them in longkang,may they knock their heads on the way down,and decomposes there!*
Love should be sincere and one-to-one. Divine. okayyy,I shan't start my Love Theory here xD

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I've met Psycho Guy x.x

I believe honesty is usually the best policy. Always.

I curse. Does using 'Fish' counts? Ex: Fish u xD

I have changed mentally over the last year. Maybe? I hope I did grew up xD what say u? (but I reckon Buddhist camps did chg me,spiritually n mentally ^^)

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. Ya,I DO!! hohohoho~ And my next target,its *Y.O.U! Be afraid...

I'm totally smart. Vienna and Smart are total paradoxes.

I've broken someone's bones. For the name of Science!

I'm paranoid sometimes. Once,during home-alone for 4 days.. For 1hour every night,before I fall into ZzzZzz.. those dogs barking,left my mind *wandering* of. . . 'Floating' stuff that naked eyes can't see.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
Only for consideration,if below condition is fulfilled: 1. Guaranteed 1000% more beautiful.
Nah ^^ I'm satisfied being who I am.. Weeeee~

I need money right now. Gimme..Gimme..! *points the knife/razor at u* EVERYTHING u GOT.. now! or diee...

I love sushi.
Cant there be a longer list? E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. edible=Vienna love. I prob wont die of starvation. I don't eat __(blank)__ (Fried Tarantulas. Tried. Balut eggs-We saw it,then the guy went M.I.A) xD

I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair. No I don't,Ur merely having 'optical illusion' of me now..

I have lost money in Las Vegas. -Reminiscing Dato' Lim Goh Tong

I have at least one sibling. Triple that. x.x

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. Being Natural is good. *wink

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. What's the big deal? Just ask,'Hello,who are u?'

I like the way I look. ^^ Love yourself,being who u are. weee~

I am usually pessimistic. Error,Vocab Not found in dictionary.

I have a lot of mood swings. If that's what that makes A girl..I would do it! U all die la,from today on,I'm gonna be a real 'girl'. Mood swings rite? No prob. xD

I have a hidden talent.
To hide it even when I'm having a real bad headache/sick? No one would know that Im having headache xD Amplitude,frequency of sound waves do not reduce significantly.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. Sugar is not needed. Always is an underestimation. muahahaha!

I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex. Woohuhu~ Juicy. Wanna try,anyone? xD

I enjoy talking on the phone. Irregardless of the presence of phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop. weee~ U discover new things. See new stuff+New ppl. Shopping is not all about the clothes n stuff.. U know? Haven't been shopping for 6months now xD Won't die of it though.

Enjoy window shopping. My time is precious.

I would rather shop than eat. Eating is utmost important Priority!

I'm a pretty good dancer. Attn: U shan't look down on me. I could have been a Ballet teacher otherwise if I pass this grade n take the R.A.D. Classical Ballet Teaching Studies Course xD

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. Noo! No mother. No me.

I have a cell phone. I ain't living in -Ice-Age-

I believe in God. I believe in Buddhism ^^

I watch MTV on a daily basis. My parents subscribed PLayhouse DIsney rather than MTV xD Rollie Pollie Ollie~ Dang,more doses of *immaturity injected.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I want to have children in the future. Little Vienna. Wooaah~ xD

I have changed a diaper before. Assist counts? I sticked the tapes together xD I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn. Pls do not arouse my crave to learn.. Lemme see,I wanna learn how to Football,drum,guitar,tennis,& dance Ballroom,Salsa,Latin,Hip-hop,Breakdance,Belly Dancing.. Learn how to drive F1 cars..

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. U mean a 7yr old? x.x

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before. A sip,during X'mas countdown is enough to drive me Cuckoo. Feeling hot for the whole nite. Other than that,Imma good gal *wink

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
Nohh.. U don't call yourself a friend,like that.

I own the "South Park" movie. Shut your Fishing face,Uncle Fishing?

I would die for my best friends. =)

(Jumps down from the building b4 they jump,to provide a cushion xD)

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. Awaiting affirmation: I've yet to go to Italy! ^^ I wanna GO to Europe.. heartmelts..

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Ps: His nose really did fell off? See,plastic surgery,ppl.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. And u get to, wuu~ Scare ppl! Awesome!

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. Sings: Ohh.... who lives in a pineapple under the sea? SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!

I am happy at this moment! Wahahaha! H*ll-yeah! and weeee~

I'm obsessed with guys. Only One. *Hint hint. Eli,Im not as Greedy as u.. I got him then enough dee. U can take all the others la. I won't mind..

I study for tests most of the time. One day before real exams. 15mins for class test. Daily/weekly/Monthly revision has yet to be performed before.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I demand u to,tell me how!

I am comfortable with who I am right now. *wink* Always be yourself,being what ur comfortable with.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can. Imma monkey - 'someone' claims,kay la,I'll bow to your claims kay. *Hao nu bu gen nan tou* Good girl doesn't fight with guys.

I have jumped off a bridge. OH,I absolutely WANNA TRY BUNGEE JUMPING! *Points at Australia in world map*

I love sea turtles. I haven't seen one. Rantau Abang?

I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Urmph. .I wished I could but Lesson 1 is needed. What Should I use for make up?? x.x I've never make up myself,there's always ppl doing it 4me. muahahah xD

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
YES. PILOT. Travel Journalist/Travel-Program-Host. My new infatuation.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument. A lil of Piano+Violin?
I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I worked as a Dentist-Assistant,once. xD

I hate office jobs. I do help out in parents company though.

I love sci-fi movies. I don't mind =D

I think water rules. Oh yeah! Speaking of that,I haven't been swimming for ages already. OH N I WANNA TRY SURFING TOO!

I went college out of state.

I like sausages. Sausage reminds me of U all! *U all* know who u are x.x Lucky,the name Vienna Sausage is gone.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people. I hope not.. I believe...

I adore bright colours. I adore LIGHT colours! White. Pink. (I reckon,white+pink is the perfect combination! `hearmelts..) Light Pink. Baby blue too.
How I've been longing and Wishing for a Pure-White-and-long-Dress. . . Just pure white.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. Simple. Eli laa!

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes. I can even stand on my toes . wahaha~

I can't whistle. Instead,large volume of air+'air-borne droplets' is emitted.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse. A fren once promised me to bring me on a horse ride..

I still have every journal I've written in.

I can't stick to a diet. ahaha! EAT ALL U WANT,amen to that!

I talk in my sleep. my mommy said so..

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. but mommy never allowed me to! Im so-gonna-do-it-one-day! *locating-a-tree-

I have jazz in my blood. Jazz is nice to listen to..
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions. Maybe? Educational purpose.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. *nods* anything that interests me..

I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex. Im bisexual,u see.. *all also take* hohoho.
Nah. I Like/Love my mommy,my girlfriends!

I love being happy. WAHAHAHA!! That's my main *point* of life,being happy,loving every moment o' my life ^^

I am an adrenaline junkie. Oh YEAH! If u don't try everything,how can u claim that ur living ur life to the fullest? (U shan't ask Camen nor CarrMen nor PeiLi what I did on roller-coaster rides! And sorry Shashibaba I didn't hear u on the ride,but I'll reply u now kay,dont angry la.. Shouts: I LOVE U TOO!)
Msia,is getting a lit boring,agree? xD

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PART 3:
Tag people to do the same. I would love to tag:
Vien says,Time to -Double-the-number-5x2=11-The-more-the-merrier- AHAHAHA!
(Total time elapsed: I took 13hrs to complete this.. Doesn't need to be this long tho,I was just long-winded. Good Luck ya! All the best!
weee~ *evil. Love ya all! ^^ *muah~ )
1. Zhern Yung (since ur the Mr.CheckError,n all the Pm4-ians tagg-ed each other already)
2. Jan!
3. Jun!
4. Mel!
5. Sook Yin!
6. Xin!
7.YiWen!
8. Jeff!
9. Fang!
10. YitKen!
11. Jia Hui! (spread it to S'pore,buahaha! *wink)

A msg specially to you, Camen.. (And sad souls that needs cheering *wink)

TO Camen:

Initially,I wanted to post this up in ur Cbox,but my msg to you.. Its too long..

Reading ya post really shattered my heart.
I know its really hard seeing ur loved ones pass away,that u'll never see em again..
But every meetings has an ending. U have to u'stand this.
The buddhist explanation:
As the teaching goes,Life-Birth. Old. Illness. Death. is an inevitable part of life. Buddha realised it,that suffering is part of life,n was enlightened.
We,mortal might be too dumb to realise it,but we can certainly try,n Camen,u can too! Top3 scorer! Cmon ^^ instill those teachings.

Vienna's explanation:

Life is not passive all the times,its HOW u think of it!
(if ur passive all the time,u look sad,fell sad,think sad,how can ur life possibly chg to be more Active? I mean Positive! xD

Just think of it,this way,try..U got a choice of HOW to live ur life.

a)Stay sad and passive of life,always reminiscing of the past,sad moments. Stuck with those sad memories..

b)BE HAPPY! HAPWEEEEEE~ Think positively!

For now,what u SHOULD DO IS (not sobbing urself)
BUT CHERISHING EVERY MOMENT U HAVE WITH HIM! APPRECIATE IT!
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Such as,CHEERING UP UR GRANDPA,MAKING HIM LAUGH! N SMILE! (really,think of it,if he's happy,im sure u'll feel very happy too rite?),TALK TO HIM,LISTEN TO HIM,BE THERE FOR HIM,with him *always..

WHILE U STILL CAN,DO IT! SHOW HIM UR LOVE! that u LOVE n U CARE about him ^^ very much (by not seeing him+not stepping into the hospital+moaning in blogs doesn't show that u love him,n he wont feel it! too-he doesn't read blogs,don't he? xD)
LET HIM KNOW HOW MUCH U ACTUALLY LOVE HIM. kay Camen?
BE GLAD THAT U STILL ACTUALLY HAVE THE TIME TO LOVE+SPEND TIME WITH HIM. APPRECIATE EVERY MOMENT WITH HIM.. talk to him,smile to him..shows that U care.. n u love him deeply from ur heart..

And,TAKE NOTE: WE ONLY LIVE LIFE ONCE!
There's no Take-2!

So,
Be HAPPY while u CAn,
LAUGH while u Can,
SMILE while u Can,
HAVE FUN while u CAn,
LOVE everyone around u while u Can,
Be CRAZEE while u Can, (u-triple-chain-reaction-strangling-partner-on-the-Roller-Coaster! Wake-up!)
Live life as if u were just born yday,and would d*e 2moro!
Do absolutely all the stuff u like! Loving+Cherishing every moments of it!
And WHY not? Try making everyday ur HAPPIEST day ever! Tell me,Why not?

Think positive,then u'll see,in no time,all the Positive charges n Positive stuff n Positive Encounters will come to u ^^ *wink
Spread the craziness+stewpidness+happiness to everyone!
AND REMEMBER THIS,u ALWAYS GOT Ms.Looi Vien Na here for u!
& all of US too-Carrmen la,PeiLi,Eli,Jia...Bao,Zyung..ALL the Pm4-ians.. See,so many ppl? n Im not done.. Ur mommy,brothers,ur besties,girlfriends...

*Happiness,It's in your heart*
Do not take life for granted. To live a Passive Life or not,Its UR choice. Think positive of stuff,u see.. Ur grandpa,at least,after years of battles,he's finally free from all the suffering.. all the pain he had to endure.. n go through? That would be a Relieve+breaking free point for him from all that he had to suffered.. battling cancer(u know its hard+painful). And now,he's finally free from it! Am I right?

Life is really worth living.
See. For me,
It lets me know u. Meet u.
It lets me see the world, feel the love..
Enjoy the moment of happiness.. moment of craze+fun..
Being able to laugh! n smile =)
A chance for me to love my parents,my friends,and everyone around me.

Thats really what I want to say to u.. I really hope that I can cheer ya up. (At least,a lit)

By,
Vienna ^^

Omgosh!! I SPENT LIKE SUPERR LONG TIME HERE,I write real slow,u see x.x U know la,as Zyung they all always claim,I had the gap between my neurotransmitter too FAR away already xD
*panics,runs around the whole room,runss* AHHH~ haven't finish chap3-Forces for PHYSICS! HELPPP! *dead meat. -back to studee-

F1+gastric xD

Okay.. I think I got Gastric Stroke today xD
I'm not really really sure though.. Cause I haven't kena before.
This is what happened..
Was like trying to finish Chemical Periodicity.. Feeling real hungry dee,but I told myself must tahan. *hoik* Finish the chapter furst.
So,as I went on,the hungry feeling disappeared. Was feeling thirsty too,but too lazy to get downstairs for water. Round 1hour+ later,I was almost finished with the chap,then suddenly.. WooooOaaAhhh~ PAIN!!!!
Acute pain. on da stomach..
Runss downstairs..in pain *shouting at maid,if there is ANYthing at all to eat*
"KAKKK!!!! NAK MAKANNNN!! CEPATT CEPATTT!!!!"
"Kenapa? Oh kamu mahu makan ar? Ni,saya goreng burger kasih kamu"
Toooott.. Devastated. Have to wait summore x.x Friggin pain already,but okay tahan xD
While I was eating.. also like dang painful,can u imagine..Its like super hard to eat,with ur stomach aching..aww pain!! Very very. Kay just bare with it,just chew n telan saja.
The furst time in my life,that Im actually not enjoying myself while eating xD Usually those food satisfies me,that I'll feel real glad getting to eat..When I feel that the food reach and fill my stomach *rubs stomach =*The feeling of satisfaction*
But this time,the feeling of *pain* got laa x.x Bancuh-ed 2cup-of-milk for myself.. Note:With my mommy marah-ing beside..Saying I *dai sei* aih.. Was studee-ing mar. And at the end of the day,what for? My ambition has got nth to do with A-level..
The painfulness finally goes away slow n vanished 2hr later. Thank goodness!
Lesson learnt: Vienna Shall eat on time from now on,at 7pm (to someone: see I'll listen to u,I really do.) never let herself starving again.

U can help save HER by dialing !@#$#%$#^* joining the force or by: Kicking her off msn if u do see her on9 at that time.
The How to's: With all the scoldings/vulgarities/profanities u got (she's pretty scared of that,really)+ soft treats works too. Has marvelous effects *Hint hint*


Kay kay! Back to the title of the post,
KIMI RAIKKONEN WON FORMULA-1!!
woohoo~ *cheers* ahuh ahuh~ he's the man!
Kay,maybe I didn't really watch F1 yday. (I spent 5hr in the library talking about F1/EPL+did some physic ques-3ques.)
I mean,who would have thought that Kimi will win after that 7points gap with Hamilton right xD (So,I gave up hopes quite long ago,and not being a consistent,avid fan of watching the show) And who would have thought that Hamilton would end up exactly 7th placing-so that Kimi points would overtake him? Just exactly. Just enough. Just sweet. 110.
110. 109. 109. - definitely the most exciting season ever! (Esp,the way jet said it,fuyoo~ From the starting..The overtakes..+how Hamilton drop to 8th..18th +how it could have ended otherwise. If only he finishes 6th)
U know before this,it was just. Michael 'Shoemaker' Domination (yawns). Then Alonso-Era. Kimi always lift your soul up,(for awhile) then lose it again. U know,he can always get 1st the previous round or Pole Position then Blow up his *toot engine. or while he's leading 1st,safely in front,huge gap,and suddenly,engine blows! pulls out steering,throw on the floor (note:during McLaren's times) Then I thought,here comes the youngster shining. But heyyo,who would have guessed it? That it'll end up this way!!
And Alonso,man,Cmon *smilee - he looked so sad xD

weee~ *Love ya Coolness,Kimis! xD Beat em all nx season aite! Freeze em with ur 'coolness'!

Weeeee~ That's all folks. *bouncing off*

My little kitty companion.

And weeee~ my family they are back!!
U know my family a.l.m.o.s.t went Tioman..
Just in case,ya all didn't know,the news.. on the day they went..
"FOUR people died and four were injured today when a fire broke out on a ferry travelling from the popular Malaysian tourist island of Tioman.."
Omgoshh! Thank goodness.. mommy wanted to go back Johor aschanged her minds 2days before they went Redang xD!!

Instead,my Home-Alone experience might really turn into Home-Alone+Alone-Forever. xD!!
And they will never return. . . forever. .
ahhaha. cut! Hohoho~ my mom was shocked probably,when I blurt-out-everything-express-my-worryness-all-in-one-breath - she prob thought I was crazee xD

Back to Little Kitty.
So,the little kitty was my only companion for the 4days of Home-Alone.
It wasn't my pet. It was a kitty piatu-On the 1st day of my home-alone,this little kitty was abandoned by it's mommy (the mommy was angry at it,for some reason,they were fighting,the next thing I know,I heard the cries of the kitty)
Once,me n bro,when we were young,we saw this real pitiful kitty,and brought it back home. We fed it with like everything we ate,we kept a portion for it xD THEN RIGHT,IN 1WEEK+ THE KITTY BECAME A C.A.T already-ROUNDED-cylindrical-shaped-CAT XD suppa F.A.T like sausage lidet xD
TONS of marah-ing from my mommy,cause she didn't like pets+we kept it without her permission,

So we PROMISED mommy not to bring animals back home again xD
So,I strive not to do the same again xD
I WILL NOT BRING IT IN/FEED IT/Look at it. I repeat..I will NOT.

But then,the kitty was meowing non-stop (12meows/15secs. Rate= 1.23 s-1)
But then,it sounded so pitiful..
Crying for it's mommy..
But then,the mommy left it alone..
But then,it should be really hungry right. .
Esp the meow-ings gets softer n softer..
* aroused empathies * So,I couldn't tahan.. ahh dang that promise o'mine.not like mommy will find out

BUT then,I couldn't-find-anything-in-the-kitchen as I just friggin-wallop-everything-cause-I-was-angry-at-someone-thedaybefore.
Sooo.. I did what I can :
Kitty drinks Milk right? Opens fridge.no milk. Something close to it,MILO!! milo=ENERGY. right? buahaha.. So,I Tasted it-to make sure that it tastes nice,Poured it into flat plate-easy for the kitty to drink.

But,Kitty won't drink! xD
Then,I managed to dug out some Mooncakes. Cut it into pieces,put it infront of it..
After a day,Kitty still wont drink nor eat.

Then suddenly,ANTS ATTACK!!
ahhhhh~ So here comes Vienna to save the day! with a water host for a Water-War-against-the-ants.
= *problem solved* ahahaha..

I felt too pitiful of it to actually chased it outta-my-house-prob got nowhere to go,though Kitty was really causing Disturbance-to-Me-studying-the meowings caused me to lose focus,cant concentrate,making me constantly checking on its condition.
- stop - so,I locked myself in the room upstairs to prevent myself of doing that xD
So,I basically let-out-the-whole-furstfloor-ofmyhouse-to-Kitty.
For quite a few days. Oh,n I did lotsa stewpid stuff too for the Kitty. U Probably don't wanna know.... hahahah. sounds too stewpid to be written here xD *memalukan

Yeah.. and the Kitty's Mommy finally came back on the 4th day. Im so glad that I kept it,if not the mommy wouldn't be able to find it rite when it came back for Kitty
- Happy Ending -
weeee..

-HOME ALONE-

And so I bid farewell..
And so they are gone..
My mommy,dadee,bros,sista,kakak,ah ma..
-Off to Redang- for 3 days
The white sandy beaches.. The crystal clear water... `aww
I wished I could go too.. but I insisted not to,even no matter how hard they tried to tempt me = Resist the temptations. Chants: Ah umm~~


Alll because of u.. !$@)^(#%$#@!%&)$(@!%*%&^#()&!!!!
A-LEVELS! FINALS!
- NEED TO STUDEE -

deep sigh.... deep deep sigh.. WHAT THE TOOT. WHY AM I DOING A LEVELS! bcoz Taylor's is the nearest. bcoz no one could fetch me to coll.. -some endless sigh-

And so they went..
Don't forget to bring yourself back home..
My lit bro said..
Course I won’t! -Im a good gal kay,so no worries- *wink wink*
Ahahahaha! Maybe there's this that time,that I didn't tell them that I went Genting.. xD and maybe there's this...
buahahahaha! nvm. Im still a Good gal aite!
- have faith in me -

ohya,so where were we? OH YAA.. SO,IM FREEEE~
*time to party* woohoo~ cheng cheng cheng.. making some calls..

kay kay,I promise I'll be good. I stayed home to studee,so Im gonna do as what I said.. ^^

Indeed,Im kinda wondering how am I were to survive such a big house alone...
Im kinda feeling that its too quiet already.. BLASTS MUSIC!
Im singing to myself..
Im talking to myself..
Im eating with myself..
I'll have to sleep alone at night..

How if someone breaks in.. (they got 72hrs to find out -im-alone-)
How if I got too scwared...
esp in the lonely,dark,silent nights. . . all alone. .
*heart beatss. . . lub-dup. lub-dup. .

woooaahhh~ *paranoia strikes!!

nahh~ no worries. Im who? Im a survivor. Im V. *Strong* Course I can survive ^^ *wink

Noooo.. Jan! Mei! Jun! Sook! I WANT YA ALL! *cries*
Rmb last yr when I was home alone during SPM times..
U guys came over n had a "group study" with me..

And we ended up talking about G.h.o.s.t Stories!!!
So much of Ghost Stories..
From our Primary School(Lick Hung) to Secondary...
from stories we heard to stories ya all actually experience ya self..The scout house.. the pregnant girl.. the 'followers' ya all got.. the stuff u guys seen.. wuuuuuuuuu~
AND THEN SUDDENLY, SOMETHING IN MY KITCHEN DROPS. . . *PIANG*
IT WAS SO LOUD! BUT WHEN I WENT THERE TO CHECK,THERES -N.O.T.H.I.N.G- THERE.. THEN I F.R.E.A.K.ED OUT. THEN U ALL COMFORTED ME,TELLING ME NTH WAN LA. saying that theres nothing there.. saying that maybe its nx door..though I heard it clearly. its fr behind. but Im not scared! coz ya all was there xD

oh nooo.. that was a 1 day home-alone. This.. 3 days!
Times 3 the scarier! Times 3 the loneliness... Times 3 the nights that I'll have to sleep all by myself.....
I scwared. .

Some messages to ppl..

To Jet:

Firstly,I really wanna Thank YOU! Thanks for the notes.. for the stuff u did for me..
I really do appreciate em. ^^
A message to ya: Don't stress yourself out too much! Seriously,there's few times that I saw ya coming out from the library.. U said "Ur becoming crazee already" Studee wan studee,but dont make urself suffer like that. If u think u cant take it anymore,take-a-break fr studying =) Kit-kat..Take a break! and I'll suggest,go for a Jog? ahahah.. Swee,Buahaha A ViCTIM-of-mine! I rmb I used to drag u to Jog xD when I was sick. How a Yum-Cha session turn into Jogging. Buahaha!

Just some-advice-to-ya: Think of this..
1.Getting to Imperial College is not a necessity,u know?
2.(U said the reason why u studied so hard is to get a scholarship bcoz of ur parent's financial prob)
Do u know how hard is it? For a scholarship? In Imperial College? Asian? A Malaysian? Full scholarship?
3.There is other options for Aeronautical Engineering,UK is really too expansive..
Why not consider US? The are indeed,the best for Aeronautical,believe me ^^ I've done some research *wink* rmb of my dreams? xD Sides,U can help ur parents save money too.

But,they are after all,my suggestions =) its owkay if ur still firm with ya decision, To studee ur butts off xD Just rmb to eat,laugh,give-yourself-a-break,and have some fun! Ps:*Have Fun* is the keyword! N do not: Overwork yourself kay ^^

To Kevin:

Omgosh.. Ur so romantic la!
I kinda played the song on the piano myself.. I was like touched,Imagining.. How sweet if someone can actually play.. f.o.r me...
I bet she'll be suppa touched 2moro! Gogogo~ ^^ Hopefully,I helped..
But haiyo,ask those piano ppl,also ask more bravely la.. At the rate+way ur asking now,how to get it la..So shy shy lidet.. xD
Don't get so panic+freak out..Don't worry..
Aih. Since u asked rite,I'll Help u kay.. see u so ikhlas..cover the whole ss15 d mygosh! sry la,those place that I cadangkan,dont have it. but.. 'bong yan bong dou dai' xD!
If u really really can't find any place..
I'll help u (including-lending u my house for it la kays =)
So,no worries *wink* Im sure everything will turn out just Fine! for Ms.Looi is here..hoho..

AND u better don't memalukan the piano I play on ar!! GO BACK practice more!
Im sure she'll be super touched ^^


To Carr Men:

NOOOOOOO Carr Men!!
DON'T GIVE UP! U D.O. N.O.T give up! thats an order!
I'll NOT LET U GIVE UP!
omgosh.. U know.. The worst thing that could ever happen,is *U giving up on yourself kay!
When U believe u can,U CAN..
When U dont even believe,U dont even try.. If u don't even try,how can u possibly DO it?!
The reality is : Not to worry, even if u did badly for Bio pract,U still have BIO1,BIO2 to get it back. And Its just (less than 5% of it) U still got A2 le to account for the WHOLE thing.. and as u said it,its just the FIRST paper. NOW,u HAVE to pick up ur souls+semangat for all the other papers!
And if its necessary,I'LL INJECT U WITH THE SERUM for the- Drive to Study+Endless Spirit+Determination+Courage to Face Reality Serum!!
Im sure your graph will boost like straight line up! Like the immunity graph xD

btw,yeah u should be glad,u know.. hahaha! but not like they envy also got use right cause...
I'll only *sayang* u. hahahaha =D

To E Li:

-Im sure ur busy-studying-ur-butts-off for Chem Quiz 2moro,in fact,the whole class is!-
ahahaha.. Thanks to Mr.Kwan. I cant believe u pakat with teacher too xD
Be prepared! ^^

And don't get too sad over the Bio Pract kay..
Yeah,u do have the right to be sad.. but a quote fr ya says "Dont worry,Everything will be fine in the end!"
So dont worry n get urself too over it =)
Its just a 4mark question 'chuo guo le jui suan le ba'
he bi wei le.. Stuff that u cant possibly change,cry for it le ^^
*Save ya tears for something worth more than 4m* =D dont worry,u'll do Just fine~

To Shin:

Same applies.. Why u sounded so down when talking about the Bio paper..
Yeah,as u said.. Should be like meee ^^ dont worry!
I believe u got the *tien ji* rite? xD
Yeah man,After this,*S.I.U.N.G. rmb the word? the Paper1 & 2 kays!
Like how we siung-ed the performance last time! ahha..


To BIO PRACT! :

Screw uuuu~
Ur turning everyone upside down.. downside up. Inside out! u know..
Like Pei Li always say..
" Cur*se uuuuu~ " Grrrrrrrr~ *bites* vien's furious..u made her really really angwy..

By,
Vienna.

Salesman

Typical thoughts of Typical salesman.
They'll follow u like a leech (even the strongest Anti-Salesman-cides can't get ride of them)
But I met this one-of-its-kind salesman.

1.He didn't even try to sell me his product-Fitness First Voucher
2.We were like *reversed role* I was more like the salesgirl,asking him about more info. And him answering my ques. U see,I finished Bio Prac today! so quite hapwee,was planning for after As Final,I can join Fitness First. Exercise for a healthier living! All the way man! hoho~
3.Instead of "Miss,can I have 5mins of urs? or are u interested?

He went like "Miss,can I ask u one question.."
Me: "?"
Him: "How did u become so cuteee?"

LOL! Stunned. what u expect? Man,because of my Mommy n Dadee?!?
Haven't u learn of B.I.O.L.O.G.Y.. u know.. the Genes,Variation n all xD!
hmph,I thought its just one of his pick up lines.. to flatter ppl b4 selling their product.
But ok la.. Jaga his muka,I just laughed to it.

Me: "So its about?"
Him: "Fitness First. 29.90 for 1st month. So,are from u Malaysia?
Me: Laughs "Yeah,like totally Local kind-of Local"
Him: "Looks at my face,in a circular motion..and another circle..Im being inspected like a wholly-crap-see-A-UFO! xD
U dont look like one..
HELLO? tell me about Fitness First already!
Oh,so where do u stay?" (Drops xD!)
Me: Laughs. Funny,what does that have to do with Fitness First?
"Umm. I dont have enough money" Trying to get away..
Him: How much do u have? Maybe I can..
Me: Before he finishes..I laughed!
(Signal to brain: Time to get away = Increasing Acceleration.. Increasing Velocity)
Him: Wait..wait..
His velocity was way lower than me.. U see..
he shouted "Can I have ur phone number pls!?"

Laugh-out-loud! I just kinda look back n saw him with his Puppy-Face kinda thingy.
Let me give u a vivid description..
U see..
1.Innocent-looking-Puppy-Face-Teary-Eyes-Big big-opened-Iwantcandy..cries-eyes..
2. 20yr old+ish Indian Guy

Now.. Add 1+2 together...= U do the picturing..

4me,its: Black-Dogs ALERT!! Cakap Tak-Nak! = runsss..

LOL! so sorry la. xD
And so my velocity eventually increases way higher than him-that he couldn't catch up.
Tadaa.. but thinking of it again,his face was real funny....
when I looked back gain,like super hampa+teary+innocent-kind-of- look-on-a-black-dog=They just dont match! its plain funny.. Joker xD
I laughed everytime I recalled. xD Call me evil,but U should see it!
Its like.. Buaahahahaha! The more teary,the more i laugh xD

(note: Wasn't trying to create racial discrimination,pls dont feel offended..)

Stewpid arsenal+liv..

Wasted my time watching football today.. Man,Im supposed to be studying Bio Prac..Aahhh! As Final!
Thought I would see Arsenal being draw-ed by Roy Keane's team..
Hey,Sunderland was good..
Mana tahu..Van Persie scored at 80th minute = 45mins of studying time wasted.
Then,I watched Liverpool play Tottenham.
Was counting down till the last min. 90+1.35mins,few more sec.. Liv gonna lose in Anfield! *note: Bro was bitting nails,while I was laughing..
Imitating the Reff's whistle.. *peet peet*
Suddenly,Torres head in that ball!!
But still: Torres is cute! xD why wontt he come Old Trafford when MU offered him *sobs
= Another 50mins wasted.
Thought I would see Man U rising to the top,but Ars overtakes again.
by 2points! with 1game less played. How now?
maybe I should sleep,not like I can fly to Old Trafford n help them play also right. ahahahha! but that'll remain as a *dream* of mine ^^
U stewpid dumbo AirAsia X,where's ur proposed flight to Olf Trafford at RM19.90!! Im still waiting.. u know?

But still,something made me really really Hapwee today =D
weeeeeeeeee~~
The needle is gone gone gone ^^

F.O.O.T.B.A.L.L

So yeah..I decided to take off the previous post,because if its there,it wont serve much of it's purpose-to rant out my feelings,so that I'll be over 'it'. Sorry Men..if u dont understand it.
It would be like click babyVv- Tadaa.. Im reminded of it again..
Click.. Thinking of it again..
Crapp,I cant possibly study thinking of that in my mind.
Its like a big bigg needle pocking into my heart. Once try to pull it out,will hurt even more xD

BUT need not worry,cause I think im feeling better now..
After watching Man U play great football against Wigan. Fantastic football,I call that. (after all,all this while of 1-0-ness xD yeay,a 4-0!)
(6 consecutive match without a goal conceded. Tribute to those guys behind-namely Vidic,n Ferdinand who shouted all da way,eager to keep a clean sheet xD)
Finally.. the *Fire Power* is back. The trios-Ron,Rooney & Tevez scored too!


Now,other teams-B.E.W.A.R.E.. for the next gun,it's aiming at u! hohoho~
Woohoo~ Was jumping of Joy when Roon scored, before..
I was put down by my mommy marah-ing me "U gurl watch so much football for what! Jump jump there like soh poh like that" man...there goes the fun..
She just don't understand,don't she?
and When Tevez scored,I HAD to Vacuum-ize my mouth by closing it TIGHT SHUT.
So that no gelombang bunyi will travel-as sound wave cant travel without a medium right? HAHAHAHA!

Dear mommy..

A confession of mine.

Do u know that Im worried for u..

Do u know that im worried for u working alone in the office till 2/3am in an area with lots of immigrants roaming around,in a office that has a history of break-in before?
for your safety.. u never know what they'll do..
Do u know that I always wonder where can I get u electric shocker,sprays,fake guns..
Do u know that I'll freak out if I don't see ur car when it's real late at night? afraid that i might not even see u the next morning because u haven't returned. afraid that something bad has happened to u already?
Do u know that Im worried for u always come home that late @2/3am n sleep at 4 when bro will wake u up at 6 to fetch him to futsal? How can someone sustain like that..Ur body can never sustain that... pls get yourself more rests..
Do u know that when u said u cant sleep on soft beds,afraid that u might sleep too well n oversleep,therefore u always sleep on the hard surface of floors,u made my heart sores...
Do u know that Im worried for u never eat on time..that u often starved yourself because u got no time to feed yourself to a proper lunch,n u eat ur lunch in the cars..
n u force in all the left-overs at night for u dont want to waste it...
mommy,pls don't make yourself suffer like that. . .
Do u know that Im worried for u have to take care of so many things?
The never-ending-family problems,family politics;dealing with the troublemaker grandma who misunderstood u,who treats u unfairly,who asks u to massage her after u come back fr work @3;bare a not so caring husband;go to the market,the post-office,the banks,the office,collecting the cheques urself,paying the bills,the office work,the accounts,the disobedient employees;take care of us 4..
Do u know that im worried for ur health,for that leg of urs suffering fr osteoporosis,that i always see u fall to the ground while walking for no apparent reason. I know that its ur leg,its painful right?
Do u know that Im worried for u for that diagnose fr the doctor?!
Im worried when I see so much medicine laying in front of my eyes in that cupboard of urs...
ANd I can't do a darn thing about it!? except that inevitable s o r e ness in my heart..

I wished to shout out to those people.. stop making my mommy suffer like this!
How much i wish to tell u: Please don't make yourself suffer like this anymore! Don't overwork yourself,care more about yourself and..your health..!
Stop bothering what those relatives say! They are too free to talk bad about ppl. What they say to grandma,what they say to u or about u.. U are,after all just a human.. u know?
How much i wish to tell that mother-in-law,grandma of ours how wrong she is about u n things?
How much i wish to tell that not-so-caring husband of urs who says that u are the one who seek for all those problems urself, "DON'T u ever care about ur wife? Can't u care more about your wife? Can't u stop siding ur mom only??"

Imagine..
A family alike the series - yi nan wang
the overly,'terlampau' mother-in-law who arises all the problems,never knowing how to differentiate the right n the wrongs,with relatives always talking behind ppl's back,criticizing each n everything.. the grandma who believes whatever they said.. who ill-treats u..
n always thinks that she's right as a quote from her saying "I eat more salt than u eat rice,i walked more bridge than u walked the roads."
Some right n wrongs that even the maid would understand already,the maid who worked 7yrs n understand all the family politics already, will even feel pitiful of mommy's fate,life,but why not u,grandma? "Hello,wake up!! Who's the one coming back to ask $ fr u? Yet,who's the one sheltering u? Who's the giving u $ for medicine??"
The 50yr old blood-sucking uncle who still comes back getting $ from grandma,making himself seem pathetic when he already has got 4 working children,with 6 cars..seems jobless just because he didn't wanted to work himself
Yet,grandma feels pitiful of him..
The not-so-caring husband who seems to side his mom so much,n a quote from him saying
"Wife can be found again easily,but u'll only have the one n only mom"
Shuddup man.THATS UR WIFE U KNOW? Dont u know thats very hurting?? How cruel is him to say that to mommy? I often wonders.. If Im her,I would have asked for a divorce n LEAVE already!!

Indeed,there was a few times that when u just cannot bare anymore,u drove the car n threatens not to come back anymore..
But why is it that it's me,the only one who seems to care.. who will phone u..n try talking n listening to u..
n when daddy. . .
U asked me,"how good is it if I drove,drove n suddenly crashed n died..so I wouldn't need to face all this anymore?"
No mommy,i'll not let that happen! pls.. don't ever think that way..u still has someone who cares about u..at least u got me..u know
U told me "I was never happy in my life.. all my life i have to carry burdens-supporting my poor family,supp my bro+sis to further their studies.. n now to work like a slave to THIS family!"
U always tell me of your problems but i always seem so useless..
i can only listen to it.. listen u Crying to it... trying to help n console
with my heart soring. . .

Do u know how much I wished I could make u happier,share your burdens with u~

I want to get u out from all these! I really want to. .
but..no matter how hard I tried.. all my effort seems useless..
tried talking to u..talking to dad..talking to the siblings..talking to grandma..
for all that they see are immature words n foolish thoughts coming out from mouth of a 17yr-old..n that I wont understand so much..
Why cant I do a darn thing about it?!? . . so useless. .


Mommy,
u might not be as caring as other moms,
u might get angry very easily,
u might be abit strict n abit harsh at times,
u might not be huggy-feely or u never kiss me on the cheek,
u might never reward me for any achievement of mine,
u might not give much words of encouragement,
u might never remember or forget of my birthday..
(even on that special day of mine that i wanted u to send me to coll,u got angry at it..
n asked y didn't i wake up earlier,i thought i could ask for a special favor on my special day.
n when i told u it was "my birthday" b4 i get down the car,
u didn't remembered,n u just speed n drove away)
u might never flower me with birthday cakes or presents..

but its okay..I understand..
u already got too many things in mind,therefore I shall not burden u more.

Mommy,
Im sorry that I always get on your nerve.
U always said that I spoil your mood..for wasting ur precious time,for being slow..
Even when u never said it,even when u never seem to care about my results,
even when u never reward me for if i excel..or u never give any words of encouragement
but I know u care..
I can still remember the smile on your face.. Times when u came to the school as a proud parent.
I can still remember how u always like to boast about me in front of those relatives..
I felt the stress at times,ya know? Do forever do good n even better..
I can still remember the times when u stayed back in the hospital sleeping beside me when I got dengue n was deeply sick..though u only stayed for 1night..Its precious to me.
but do u know how much I wished if u could stay with me for a few more nights
when nights in the hospital just got too quiet..too lonely..n too scary..


And
Mommy,I Love You..

I promise that i WILL make u proud! especially in front of our relatives..
that bunch of super pat n never-had-mercy-in-criticizing bunch of ppl..
and be a point for u to stand up right n high.. and to face them..
I'll study hard*

as that's the least i could do..
but wait.. wait until Im finished with my As Final..I'll get myself a driving license..
I'll help u get the cheques,pay the bills,fetch brothers n sisters..all that I can do. I'll do it for u..
and it will not be a blank promise.. for..

*I P r o m i s e d*