Saturday, April 25, 2009

Enough is enough.

I've had enough of biting my own lips, complaining in my own head, how much I disliked this blog.

This blog so shallow, it fails to speak much about myself, failing to mirror anything beneath the surface.
It functioned as a report of what I've did.
It functioned as a publicity tool to help promote the event I'm running.

I guess, the best function I did with it,
was appreciating my friends of what they've did. :)
Of course, I do meant what I said,
they must be that great that, even when I never find time to write about my feelings or thoughts or a bad day I've been through, they seem to give me enough drive and motivation to finish up a long post about them.


However, the least I could do without is for another person to think that just because I'm Bouncy, bouncy and jumpy all the time, means I'm not subjected to the downfall of 'gravity'.
I only made a choice to rebounce quicker.

I have this weird mentality that where ever I'm present, I always want to make people Happy, it's my utmost priority and obligation.
Putting other people's happiness over my own (even by the means of making myself the dumbest girl on earth, a classic example like,"Think vienna think!" should find it's place in cinematography effect for the audience's viewing pleasure to make them happy category).

Maybe in my subconscious mind, I believe if "Everyone's happy, I'm happy", otherwise I don't know why I always want to make sure everyone's laughing and happy, hmm..
I don't know if I did made people happier, but if I'm trying too hard next time, tell me.

Finally, I suppose the name *BabyVv* doesn't do much justice for people to think otherwise, it sounded either like a bimbotic plastic girl or a cutesy wannabe.
(I didn't get this link myself!)

Now, The end of a mouthful of murmurs.

Haha, looking back, this post probably sounded pretty awful, but i'm feeling great now! that I got all my grunts, grumble, mumble out ! =D

Also, It's probably time to announce that I'm shifting to a new blog! =)
A blog that would speak more about myself.
I hope this time, I would fulfill my promise to myself.

1 comments:

keivyn said...

hey, it has been some while, much has changed too, still, i wish to drop by some words.

Although we have not been talking for some time, i'd still believe that you're the one and only i've known, cheerful, carefree and overedged.

The point is, no matter what happens, be yourself. Some of them may dislike but do remember your friends , including me myself will buckle your back till the end. Never know you longer enough is what i'm regret for.have faith; have hope. Don't get me wrong, as friends, we love you very much, VV.


keivyn