Of Rainbows & Roses.

2009-09-12T02:42:00.001+08:00

viennalooi.blogspot.com

Enough is enough.

2009-04-25T00:53:00.012+08:00

I've had enough of biting my own lips, complaining in my own head, how much I disliked this blog.

This blog so shallow, it fails to speak much about myself, failing to mirror anything beneath the surface.
It functioned as a report of what I've did.
It functioned as a publicity tool to help promote the event I'm running.

I guess, the best function I did with it,
was appreciating my friends of what they've did. :)
Of course, I do meant what I said,
they must be that great that, even when I never find time to write about my feelings or thoughts or a bad day I've been through, they seem to give me enough drive and motivation to finish up a long post about them.

However, the least I could do without is for another person to think that just because I'm Bouncy, bouncy and jumpy all the time, means I'm not subjected to the downfall of 'gravity'.
I only made a choice to rebounce quicker.

I have this weird mentality that where ever I'm present, I always want to make people Happy, it's my utmost priority and obligation.
Putting other people's happiness over my own (even by the means of making myself the dumbest girl on earth, a classic example like,"Think vienna think!" should find it's place in cinematography effect for the audience's viewing pleasure to make them happy category).

Maybe in my subconscious mind, I believe if "Everyone's happy, I'm happy", otherwise I don't know why I always want to make sure everyone's laughing and happy, hmm..
I don't know if I did made people happier, but if I'm trying too hard next time, tell me.

Finally, I suppose the name *BabyVv* doesn't do much justice for people to think otherwise, it sounded either like a bimbotic plastic girl or a cutesy wannabe.
(I didn't get this link myself!)

Now, The end of a mouthful of murmurs.

Haha, looking back, this post probably sounded pretty awful, but i'm feeling great now! that I got all my grunts, grumble, mumble out ! =D

Also, It's probably time to announce that I'm shifting to a new blog! =)
A blog that would speak more about myself.
I hope this time, I would fulfill my promise to myself.

2009-02-02T03:16:00.002+08:00

You know, I have so much to write about.
So much thoughts to share about rather than this blog with just an egg layout with happy, jumpy, bouncy content.
It's never all that.
So much from Malaysia Leadership Development Seminar, to Youth dhamma camp, to National Youth Entrepreneur Convention to Celcom League of Extraordinary Developers which my team just won RM150k grant.

There is much more to me, things that I wished I could write about.

But being Vienna, she just doesn't allocate enough time to write.
That's about it.

YDC17 :) A Seed of Hope.

2009-01-20T01:46:00.001+08:00

Just a song I love on my playlist :)

2009-01-17T03:36:00.003+08:00

My Great Mistake by Marie Digby

Everyone is in a hurry
To get up, get out, get on
When I'd rather be climbing up a tree
And trying to get some sun
Oh no no

Why the hurry
What are you chasin'
Do you even know
Don't rush me, I wanna figure this out on my own
In my own own way
Let me go, let me grow, let me fly away
cause if I don't, it'll be my great mistake

All my friends are worried
Say that I'm such a crazy girl
Cause I'm just dancin'
Don't need a reason in this crazy world

No one knows
Why you runnin'
There's no one comin'
Do you even know
Don't rush me, I wanna figure this out on my own
In my own own way
Let me go, let me grow, let me fly away
Cause if I don't, it'll be my great mistake

Days go by
Too many people
They're all the same
I wanna laugh in water
Feeling all like a child again
Don't rush me, I wanna figure this out on my own
In my own time

Let me go, let me grow, let my fly away
Cause If I don't it'll be my great mistake
Let me go, let me grow, let me fly away

Cause if I don't it'll be my great mistake. :)

Things that has happened.

2009-01-15T23:23:00.018+08:00

Every breath I took felt so deep.

If you'd given me one minute, there's a gazillion things that I could just mumble about in a mouthful. U know ;) (like psst! One minute isn't even enough for One of my lame jokes!) me with all those rubbish & my Crappy-dabby-doo talks!

But somehow when it comes to speaking about my innate thoughts and feelings, I'm a badbad paradox.
I once read Pei hao blog,

So how well do you actually express yourselves? Of course there is like lots and lots of ways to express your feeling, so what do you normally respond to people? And you most probably will go like:" Well, it pretty much depends on what scenario? who is that person? and also whats my mood?"

do you realise what you responded most of time will be how people look at you or define you but deep down you know that it is just a small part of you. Have you been called the happy go lucky one or joke master or mr. Nice Guy or mr.Cool or Kinky girl or hot tempered or horny guy, I mean it is not necessary that they have a nick name for you but you are somehow fall to a category in them. And when you fall into that category, you would actually somehow lived up to it without realising! Only until someday that when you can't stand it anymore that you realise that its time to change and you will need to discover yourselves all over again.

Expressing it is something rather difficult to me. I'm the type of person who will do anything but to admit my own feelings, of how I'm actually feeling.

Ie: If there's a good fruit, I would shout my lungs out to get absolutely everyone I could to share and eat it with, but if there's a bad fruit, I would throw & bury it in my own backyard, so that no one could see it.

So what if it kicks in, and people do stereotype me as the O-hei-yoh-happy-happy-happy girl~
Whose everyday in her life is filled with rainbow, sunshine, sugar, spice and everything nice.
Seems like a pretty not bad thing.
If I'm given the choice, I would rather want to be someone who knows only A,B,C than one who knows from A to Z.

After all, I'm not in the position to manipulate your judgment
If I could control everything,
I would make you bow down ballerina style and I'll command you to fetch me, ur highness a Rainbow coloured Apple!

But seriously, if I could control something in the world, I would want to put an end to the need for tears & sufferings.

I'm blessed enough to be able to live this life with all my needs and wants fulfilled.

Sometimes as I reflect upon the course of my life, every experiences that I've encounter, I'm just plain glad that I'm born into this family and have lived the life as Looi Vien Na :D

So corny. x)
But it's quite an awesome life to live by, really ! =D

I like the quote from the movie 'Money Not Enough'-

The poorest moment isn't when your pocket is empty,
it is when ur pocket is full yet everything else felt empty.
You are missing something money can't buy, Love.

Perhaps it's because I watched it with my family,
in which at so many points, the story relates to us so much.
So much, that I never recalled sobbing so much.
It's because I felt it.

My family,
*took a big breathe*
Isn't the most perfect family.

Since young, to pay the bills & to raise us up, daddy mommy had to work.
They however work at ungodly hours, when I was young, I used to see them twice a week. Why so? It's because they come back from work at 12am? 2am? 3am? when I'm asleep, and when I've hopped on the Aunty's car to school, they're still asleep.
We don't get to eat together as a family, if we do gather for dinner, it'll be once a week, or rather, none.

Through the years, I failed to realise how matters has became among us, especially in between us brothers and sisters.
It wasn't until recently that I realised that, I was such a ignorant & nonchalant big sister all this year.

Having seen the sight of your family slowly breaking apart in front of your very eyes, the bond between the siblings tormented & fading away and your parents arguing and having thoughts of divorcing was the most painful thing one could suffer.
It was for me.

I really could not afford to, not even imagining that happening.

There was a time, that mommy and grandma argued, mommy couldn't stand it and ran out of the house.
At that moment, I was striked by thoughts that I'll never ever get to see mommy again, I crumbled deep down inside, but when all cried, I know I could not afford to, as the eldest of them all in the family.

I could have did something.
That's when I started doing something. Up till today, I didn't know if what I did was right, to inform mommy's side of relatives about what's happening, out searching for mommy, hours spent to communicate with daddy & then mommy, and then telling daddy what mommy think, and telling mommy what daddy thinks, trying to pull my parents back together again....

I don't know if I've helped things.
I just can't not do anything about it.

What mommy said that I was focussing so much effort outside, rather than into the family brought me down to tears.
I should have put in more effort into the family, as the eldest in the family when daddy mommy is not around.

I hope it's not all too late.

But I'm trying.

I really hope that I could fix things before I'm off to Poland.

Anna,
I guess I won't be able replace the position of your friends in your heart. I started way too late to care for you. In my heart, you're still the Japanese little dollie anna, so really obedient & good girl. I only hoped that you would share with me your problems like you did when ur bestie is leaving you, I can give you a hug, I can listen to you, and I will be here for you, always, for the rest of your life.
I'll not leave you. I love ya,ann.

Joo,
Last time, Daddy mommy used to plead me to talk to you whenever they fail to. You used to be so stubborn, so headstrong and rebellious. I finally managed to convince you that the reason why daddy was so hard against you, was only because he loved you.
As your jie, I'm really really proud that you've grown up so much. :)
It's surprising I get to communicate with you pretty well, you're the person who knows most of what I'm doing.
Pls take care of the family when I'm gone kay?

Seh,
You're the youngest in the family, I used to think that you're really naughty and complained to mommy that you never want to listen to grandma. But you proved me wrong, few days ago, you were advising anna instead. :) haha, i was so proud. I was crying and laughing. Sometimes, I feel that although being the youngest, you have the best mind of us all. You're so young, yet you know so much, that I didn't know when I was your age. Seh, I know I haven't been talking enough and cared of your needs, all I thought of was daddy mommy's budget over your feelings. Forgive jie jie kay?

Mommy,
Please don't work till so late. I'm worried of your safety (remember to keep the pepper spray that i bought for you along with you) Above everything, I'm really worried for your health.
Eating dinner at 3am, sleeping at 5am, waking up at 9am, even robots wouldn't have lasted as long as you did. In tears, you told me, that you never get to live your life for yourself. :( and how you wished that you could sleep today & never wake up tomorrow? It used to hurt me so much because I tried & still I can't do anything but to cry with you.
But mommy, I see that you're happier of late, please still keep it that way when I'm gone :)
Mommy, try to sub your workload out even if it costs more $, in this case money can buy us a healthier & happier mommy. Take good care of yourself first because a Sick mommy can't take care of us.

Daddy,
You are a great daddy to me, some little things that you talked to me about, showed how wise & knowledgeable a person you are. The way you think, is none of the ordinary. However,I realised that all the qualities you've is gone-your patience & wisdom when it comes to matters dealing with grandma. Whatever things obstructing grandma's priority seems to be kicked away by you. I really love granny too, and I don't mean to put her needs aside. I understand that grandma is the most important person to you, but shall you think a little of others, just a little, with the calm & wise mind that you have, give some thoughts before another flame is thrown at others because of granny.
And daddy, remember to abide by the *New Looi family House Rule* that I set ok? Hohoho!
Bring the whole family out to club for swimming & sports every Sunday, 9am!! (u asked why? because if it's too late, we'll end up Char Siew Yok!)
And, Love not just us, above all, Love Your Wife ah ~!

Have you forgotten?
She's the reason of a family.

And why there's a family.

HAPPWEE MOO YEAR !

2009-01-01T16:30:00.014+08:00

PUISH SLOW DOWN! PUISH SLOW DOWN !

It's just my dad,

he was joking about the GPS he bought me, he was commenting on how slow he was driving and the GPS device keeps telling him that at 50 KM/H - he's driving too fast! And at 40KM/H, it still goes like......

"PUISH SLOW DOWN! PUISH SLOW DOWN !" O.O"
^ Yeah, he said Puish instead of Please.
Hahaha I was having a hearty laugh from it, it's just the way he jokes about things and taking life rather light-heartedly. =)
In my heart, he's always this Ridiculous & Generous man, with the river of wisdom flowing deep within.

My dad is awesome! =)

Awhile later, mom's complaining about sis being too Sampat! haha according to mommy, sis is laughing too loudly for a girl. Incoming the bro who interupted "COME ON LA, I EVERYDAY in class also can HEAR HER VOICE LIKE imitating her laughter *HAHAHA* *HAHAHA*
It's definitely not my bad influence! *covers face* Like SINCE WHEN am I laughing very loudly? NEVER!

It must be my mom's ear, being over sensitive! Like Totally! 1000%!
*Thoughts to self* Since that's in here to stay for awhile, maybe instead of covering my mouth next time ,
i Could cover her EARS !
;) Heh. I'm so smart!

Back to my blog, I think I've been a "Slacker Blogger" as someone from the Land of Baa-Baa-Black Sheep Eric would call it!
It have been on some kinda long hiatus gua, I reckon x) sorreee.

I was really just a tad busy and because I wouldn't be able to finish a whole post, so I save & save AND Save, LOOK! now I have 108 Drafts?

Haha there's 2 things about this blog that I would go "Hai-ya-ya" about:

One! It's so Messyyy !
Two! BabyVv is like ahhhhhhhh!! Grow up larh Vienna ! U think ur the cutesy-3-year-old baby girl who goes around screaming "Ahh! mommy mommy,I love my Barbie-dolll~~~~! "
For your kind information, vienna didn't named her own blog, her friend did, who was a fanatic fan of Vannesa Hudgens aka BabyV. And so ~~the powerpuff girls~~ BabyVv was born!

Conclusion:
And SOO albeit the name sounded very cutesy & childish, it's not my fault!
SOO, I don't have to correct what's Wrong with it right?

Awesome logic, vienna!

Mommy provided me with a very well off education, as a kid.

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We were at Pyramid for 2009 countdown !
Pictures pictures, more pictures?
Scroll down for more!

Oh wait......

Just in case u don't know!
Vienna does best at Sitting down, laying back, goyang kaki, minum air & wait for her friends to TAG HER!
YUP! THAT'S WHAT SHE DOES BEST !

Some stats as shown on facebook:
314 photos,
4 photos uploaded by her mighty SELF,
310 photos uploaded by OTHERS.

I wouldn't even tag myself, even though I saw myself in the picture,
haha! Purposely WAN!

I think I owe some BIG thank you to the Significant OHERS for uploading pics of me & thought of tagging Me in the pics! ;)

Though most of the time, they just Choose to upload the most SIGNIFICANTLY SILLY ONES!

Which results in most of the time, I felt like untagging myself SO BADLY! because it accumulates my Silly-ness factor! Awesome job,guys! =(

The reason I didn't untag those *Drop Dead ~~Gorgeous~~ Stupid* picture is that, well, I still believe that, at the end of the day, staying True to yourself is the most important thing. =)

Since Janice oh Jan Jan haven't been tagging me in any pictures from yesterday, hahaha

I'll just recap a little on what happened in 2008 =)
Note: I grabbed ALL of this from my facebook profile!
So nothing new larh... *shy* So HAHAHA.
I wouldn't take picture of myself, but when ppl asks me to take a picture with them, i just happen to camwhore too much. Weird. hahahaha.

It was just a simple Christmas dinner With irresistible&Delicious++ turkey with stuffings! Pei Li! Pls remind ur mom that she owes me her Recipe! but nothing could be more heartwarming than that =)
And Good-Ole-PM4 is just the people you need that could make you go Ho-ho-ho, Ha-ha-ha, He-he-he, laughing all-NIGHT-LONG ! =)

Quoting my lamyan: (in her fav corour,right right?)

I don't recall having laughed so much since ...and I haven't let myself go loose this much since ...

I wish time could have just freezed at that moment ...

Might not be the most creative material to have just copy pasted, but it was what I felt like saying too. *smiles* and another *smile*

Pls, PM-4 lets gather again, soon, ie: for Chinese New Year kay!

(whisper to self an evil plan: must win away all their ang pow money!)

Well, so cool larh! haha that we're all doing the Lala 1 to 7 pose!
Guess who thought of it?
- I.Inspire. -

YOUTH SHAKERS '08 !!

ehh...sleepy d.... ........

Miss Egypt Universe 2008.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=52519416039

Blog update is interrupted.....

OH MY BUDDHA MY SISTER CHI SIN ALREADY !
SHE SUPERRRRRR GILLAAAAAA SAMPAT !!!!
KAO KAO SIAO CHAR BOR!!!!
CHAR SIEW PAO!!!!! CHAR KUEH TEOWWWW !!
Kind of GILAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

APPARENTLY, her best friend - Shen Ai aka COPYRIGHT SUPERHUMAN. is someone I know from Taylor's sister.
They were talking on the phone! And my sister bergabung with his sister dragged both of us into talking on the phone!
They have evil plans of turning me into mrs.lai (note:Not zhern yung), so they can be IN-LAWS and can SAMPAT together everyday !
They were LAUGHING SO Loudlyyyyy....~!!

They are in a Level & state I call - the SAMPAT *Godlike* mode.
It WAS really WEIRD & FUNNY.
I never felt so awkward on a telephone conversation.
Apparently, according to Him, I have a very GOOD reputation in Taylors of forgetting my things around......
(Even, my TUA Pau sized brain failed in comprehending that in ANYway, that's a Good thing! )

AND ZHERN YUNG,
are you the one who Spilled the beans all around Taylors?!
MY SISTER FRIEND - COPYRIGHT SUPERHUMAN also said that YOU ARE REALLY BLUR & CUTE !!!!

Walao-weh !
KIDS NOWADAYS......

Something Inspiring.

2008-10-31T16:51:00.003+08:00

Guy Kawasaki

Baccalaureate Speech 6/11/95

Speaking to you today marks a milestone in my life. I am 40 years old. 22 years ago, when I was in your seat, I never, ever thought I would be 40 years old.

The implications of being your speaker frightens me. For one thing, when a 40 year old geeser spoke at my baccalaureate ceremony, he was about the last person I'd believe. I have no intention of giving you the boring speech that you are dreading. This speech will be short, sweet, and not boring.

I am going to talk about hindsights today. Hindsights that I've accumulated in the 20 years from where you are to where I am. Don't blindly believe me. Don't take what I say as "truth." Just listen. Perhaps my experience can help you out a tiny bit.

I will present them ala David Letterman. Yes, 40-year old people can still stay up past 11.

#10: Live off your parents as long as possible.

When I spoke at this ceremony two years ago, this was the most popular hindsight-except from the point of view of the parents. Thus, I knew I was on the right track.

I was a diligent Oriental in high school and college. I took college-level classes and earned college-level credits. I rushed through college in 3 1/2 years. I never traveled or took time off because I thought it wouldn't prepare me for work and it would delay my graduation.

Frankly, I blew it.

You are going to work the rest of your lives, so don't be in a rush to start. Stretch out your college education. Now is the time to suck life into your lungs-before you have a mortgage, kids, and car payments.

Take whole semesters off to travel overseas. Take jobs and internships that pay less money or no money. Investigate your passions on your parent's nickel. Or dime. Or quarter. Or dollar. Your goal should be to extend college to at least six years.

Delay, as long as possible, the inevitable entry into the workplace and a lifetime of servitude to bozos who know less than you do, but who make more money. Also, you shouldn't deprive your parents of the pleasure of supporting you.

#9 Pursue joy, not happiness.

This is probably the hardest lesson of all to learn. It probably seems to you that the goal in life is to be "happy." Oh, you may be have sacrifice and study and work hard, but, by and large, happiness should be predictable.

Nice house. Nice car. Nice material things. Take my word for it, happiness is temporary and fleeting. Joy, by contrast, is unpredictable. It comes from pursing interests and passions that do not obviously result in happiness.

Pursuing joy, not happiness will translate into one thing over the next few years for you: Study what you love. This may also not be popular with parents. When I went to college, I was "marketing driven." It's also an Oriental thing.

I looked at what fields had the greatest job opportunities and prepared myself for them. This was brain dead. There are so many ways to make a living in the world, it doesn't matter that you've taken all the "right" courses. I don't think one person on the original Macintosh team had a classic "computer science" degree.

You parents have a responsibility in this area. Don't force your kids to follow in your footsteps or to live your dreams. My father was a senator in Hawaii. His dream was to be a lawyer, but he only had a high school education. He wanted me to be a lawyer.

For him, I went to law school. For me, I quit after two weeks. I view this a terrific validation of my inherent intelligence.

#8: Challenge the known and embrace the unknown.

One of the biggest mistakes you can make in life is to accept the known and resist the unknown. You should, in fact, do exactly the opposite: challenge the known and embrace the unknown.

Let me tell you a short story about ice. In the late 1800s there was a thriving ice industry in the Northeast. Companies would cut blocks of ice from frozen lakes and ponds and sell them around the world. The largest single shipment was 200 tons that was shipped to India. 100 tons got there unmelted, but this was enough to make a profit.

These ice harvesters, however, were put out of business by companies that invented mechanical ice makers. It was no longer necessary to cut and ship ice because companies could make it in any city during any season.

These ice makers, however, were put out of business by refrigerator companies. If it was convenient to make ice at a manufacturing plant, imagine how much better it was to make ice and create cold storage in everyone's home.

You would think that the ice harvesters would see the advantages of ice making and adopt this technology. However, all they could think about was the known: better saws, better storage, better transportation.

Then you would think that the ice makers would see the advantages of refrigerators and adopt this technology. The truth is that the ice harvesters couldn't embrace the unknown and jump their curve to the next curve.

Challenge the known and embrace the unknown, or you'll be like the ice harvester and ice makers.

#7: Learn to speak a foreign language, play a musical instrument, and play non-contact sports.

Learn a foreign language. I studied Latin in high school because I thought it would help me increase my vocabulary. It did, but trust me when I tell you it's very difficult to have a conversation in Latin today other than at the Vatican. And despite all my efforts, the Pope has yet to call for my advice. Learn to play a musical instrument. My only connection to music today is that I was named after Guy Lombardo. Trust me: it's better than being named after Guy's brother, Carmen. Playing a musical instrument could be with me now and stay with me forever. Instead, I have to buy CDs at Tower.

I played football. I loved football. Football is macho. I was a middle linebacker-arguably, one of the most macho position in a macho game. But you should also learn to play a non-contact sport like basketball or tennis. That is, a sport you can play when you're over the hill.

It will be as difficult when you're 40 to get twenty two guys together in a stadium to play football as it is to have a conversation in Latin, but all the people who wore cute, white tennis outfits can still play tennis. And all the macho football players are sitting around watching television and drinking beer.

#6: Continue to learn.

Learning is a process not an event. I thought learning would be over when I got my degree. It's not true. You should never stop learning. Indeed, it gets easier to learn once you're out of school because it's easier to see the relevance of why you need to learn.

You're learning in a structured, dedicated environment right now. On your parent's nickel. But don't confuse school and learning. You can go to school and not learn a thing. You can also learn a tremendous amount without school.

#5: Learn to like yourself or change yourself until you can like yourself.

I know a forty year old woman who was a drug addict. She is a mother of three. She traced the start of her drug addiction to smoking dope in high school.

I'm not going to lecture you about not taking drugs. Hey, I smoked dope in high school. Unlike Bill Clinton, I inhaled. Also unlike Bill Clinton, I exhaled.

This woman told me that she started taking drugs because she hated herself when she was sober. She did not like drugs so much as much as she hated herself. Drugs were not the cause though she thought they were the solution.

She turned her life around only after she realized that she was in a downward spiral. Fix your problem. Fix your life. Then you won't need to take drugs. Drugs are neither the solution nor the problem.

Frankly, smoking, drugs, alcohol-and using an IBM PC-are signs of stupidity. End of discussion.

#4: Don't get married too soon.

I got married when I was 32. That's about the right age. Until you're about that age, you may not know who you are. You also may not know who you're marrying.

I don't know one person who got married too late. I know many people who got married too young. If you do decide to get married, just keep in mind that you need to accept the person for what he or she is right now.

#3: Play to win and win to play.

Playing to win is one of the finest things you can do. It enables you to fulfill your potential. It enables you to improve the world and, conveniently, develop high expectations for everyone else too.

And what if you lose? Just make sure you lose while trying something grand. Avinash Dixit, an economics professor at Princeton, and Barry Nalebuff, an economics and management professor at the Yale School of Organization and Management, say it this way:

"If you are going to fail, you might as well fail at a difficult task. Failure causes others to downgrade their expectations of you in the future. The seriousness of this problem depends on what you attempt."

In its purest form, winning becomes a means, not an end, to improve yourself and your competition.

Winning is also a means to play again. The unexamined life may not be worth living, but the unlived life is not worth examining. The rewards of winning-money, power, satisfaction, and self-confidence-should not be squandered.

Thus, in addition to playing to win, you have a second, more important obligation: To compete again to the depth and breadth and height that your soul can reach. Ultimately, your greatest competition is yourself.

#2: Obey the absolutes.

Playing to win, however, does not mean playing dirty. As you grow older and older, you will find that things change from absolute to relative. When you were very young, it was absolutely wrong to lie, cheat, or steal.

As you get older, and particularly when you enter the workforce, you will be tempted by the "system" to think in relative terms. "I made more money." "I have a nicer car." "I went on a better vacation."

Worse, "I didn't cheat as much on my taxes as my partner." "I just have a few drinks. I don't take cocaine." "I don't pad my expense reports as much as others."

This is completely wrong. Preserve and obey the absolutes as much as you can. If you never lie, cheat, or steal, you will never have to remember who you lied to, how you cheated, and what you stole.

There absolutely are absolute rights and wrongs.

#1: Enjoy your family and friends before they are gone.

This is the most important hindsight. It doesn't need much explanation. I'll just repeat it: Enjoy your family and friends before they are gone.

Nothing-not money, power, or fame-can replace your family and friends or bring them back once they are gone. Our greatest joy has been our baby, and I predict that children will bring you the greatest joy in your lives-especially if they graduate from college in four years.

And now, I'm going to give you one extra hindsight because I've probably cost your parents thousands of dollars today. It's something that I hate to admit too.

By and large, the older you get, the more you're going to realize that your parents were right. More and more-until finally, you become your parents. I know you're all saying, "Yeah, right." Mark my words.

Remember these ten things: if just one of them helps you helps just one of you, this speech will have been a success:

#10: Live off your parents as long as possible.

#9 Pursue joy, not happiness.

#8: Challenge the known and embrace the unknown.

#7: Learn to speak a foreign language, play a musical instrument, and play non-contact sports.

#6: Continue to learn.

#5: Learn to like yourself or change yourself until you can like yourself.

#4: Don't get married too soon.

#3: Play to win and win to play.

#2: Obey the absolutes.

#1: Enjoy your family and friends before they are gone.

Congratulations on your graduation. Thank you very much.

Life

2008-10-15T03:32:00.007+08:00

I was watching 'Cause you had a bad day music video on Channel V.

It strikes me that I'm smiling to it, so easily amused - happy.

It was then that it changes me.

It was 2004, in a Teen Dhamma Camp, when a silly 14 year old raise up her hands, walked out from her comfy zone in the crowd, stood in front of em all and asked the speaker her question- So What's the purpose of life? Why are we born into this world for?

Are we only here to live through our jovial childhood stage where every day is filled with joys & laughters;
then we listen to the teacher in class, attend tuitions, study for UPSR, then PMR, then SPM for the next 12 years;
daddy & mommy say study and get good results-'it's for ur own good' ;
then we realise that we study because we have to get good results, because we need it- the cert, the paper qualification, to prove that you're highly educated, to get a job;
we need a job, we work for the remaining 40 years of our life because we need money;
we need money because money buys you food, you need food because without it you'll be able to "make it",
Money pays the bill, money gets you a home, a place to keep you warm to shelter you from the unfavourable weather outside;
and money as they say, brings you happiness.

So I got it. That's why we have to drive ourselves to work in the future 14600 days to come, we repeat our routine daily, we work 9 to 5, we must complete our work, to risk the sack not, we try to outperform the rest, to clinch a higher & higher position each time in the company's hierarchy, we want a raise, because we need more money, without money we can't do a thing, we need it to sustain our life, and even more when we get kids and to support them, and they repeat the same life cycle as we do again.

We need to work, jobs are the ones that'll provide you money, the existence of jobs is due to human's needs & demands, and then another group of humans work to cater, to supply the needs. So, all of us are serving to maintain the economic cycle, so then from the economic cycle, we earn our money.

But then, why?

Life is uncertain; Death is certain.

Since at the end of the day, we're going to all die anyway, that day will come whether you accept it or not. It's only a matter of whether you get to live longer or you've got a shorter life span.

So,why are we doing all these, to prevent ourselves from dying. Why bother?
Is it very fun to spend some time here, and spend most of the time of our life working, to get some money, so we can sustain healthily till the time death ripes ?
What for?

There must be some purpose to life.

2008-09-25T01:35:00.003+08:00

Ahh, im so full right now..

:P

Earlier today, i ate lotsa fruits. Lotsa PASSIONfruits & starfruits!

But they were really acidic.

So i decided that, the hunger was getting irresistible. And, A trip to the kitchen and fridge was compulsory.

I found some yummy cheesecakes.

I ate, and then i felt reallyreally full.

So i ate more Passionfruits & starfruits!

In short, in my attempt to strive for a heathier diet, it turns up to be an even more unhealthy diet.
ahahahahahaha, and then when i look back, voaw, this blogpost, doesn't make sense!

Perfectly imperfect!

Things that'll keep ya going on & hapWeeee!

2008-09-24T15:49:00.008+08:00

See see, something for u guys!

Incoming..
Something cheeky!
:D

Taylor's Mid-Autumn Charity Fiesta!

2008-09-17T19:01:00.005+08:00

Hey ppl!

You are cordially invited to:

Taylor's Mid-Autumn Charity FIESTA!

Happening on Friday,19 Sept!
6 - 10pm
@ Taylor's College,Subang Jaya.
(Opp Asia Cafe)

TOP 4 reasons why you should come:

1) It's FREE!
No entry fees :D

2) It's a FREE FOR ALL EVENT!
which means You can bring along absolutely ANYONE!
Friends from any colleges, high schools, families, Everyone!

3) An EVENTFUL EVENING =)

We've got Acrobatics from SHANGHAI who flew all-d-way to the land of Msia, Lion Dances, Haunted House, Artist Performances, Diabolo, Wushu, Dances Performances & our Games stalls have *cheeky stuffs* (Hint: some special matchmaking stations ;) )

& we could ramble on... but hey what's the fun if we continue rambling on here?
Cause all the real fun's Happening there? :D

& MUCH MORE!!!..

but hey what's the fun of writing it all here??

Cause all the real fun's Happening there? :D

4) EVERYTHING for CHARITY

All profits made from this event goes to the Charity organisation - Hope Worldwide Malaysia.

HOPE Worldwide Malaysia Programs

Children's Program

We believe that children are the nation builder for our future generation. However, family from the hardcore poor often sacrificed the most important element, ie. children's education, by having their children to stop school to work in order to help the family to make ends meet. Hence we set up the School Sponsorship Program Funds to help children from the hardcore poor to complete their national school level and hopefully university. Currently 54 children are benefiting from our school sponsorship program since it started June 2003 with plans to increase by year end.

Besides that in 2006, we have set up an Activity Learning Program in Sentul (Clinic of HOPE worldwide) to provide under privilege kids an opportunity to learn new things to empower them with knowledge and skills such as craft, computer, music, watching movie and etc. All these activities are conducted by volunteers. It is held on every 3rd Saturday of the month from 2pm to 4.30pm and we welcome volunteers to contribute their talents in this area. Currently we have about 40-50 kids participating.

This year through our Activity Learning program, we are starting a Reading Program for the under privileged children from the urban poor in KL & Penang to learn reading in English with multimedia aid.

Health Programs

HOPE worldwide currently operates 2 free clinics and our modus operandi is Free consultation and medication:-

1. Clinic of HOPE in Sentul Kuala Lumpur – Since the opening of the clinic by the Former Health Minister, YAB Dato Chua Jui Meng, in 2000, the clinic have provided quality health care to over 9000 patients with over 30,000 patient visits with the help our group of dedicated health professionals. Currently, over 50 patients are receiving their regular medication for diabetes, asthma and heart related problems. (Operation time from Tuesday, Thursday & Alternate Saturday – 2nd & 4th Sat. Time from 10am to 5pm))

2. Penang Free Pediatric Clinic – A join partnership program with Berjaya Starbucks Coffee Sdn Bhd. It provides quality health care to children from the underprivileged Family. A total of 850 children are now receiving quality health care and medication for free through our 13 volunteered top pediatrician doctors from many recognized hospitals such as Penang Adventist Hospital, Penang General Hospital, Loh Guan Lai Hospital, Lam Wah Ee Hospital, Gleaneagle Hospital, Penang HOPE children's Hospital and Island Hospital. (Tuesday & Friday from 7pm – 9pm)

Children Programs

Education Programs

Health Programs

Senior Programs

Employment Programs

Global Outreach Programs

Do your part of CHARITY by joining us for this event =)

Oh btw, the carnival's organised by Taylor's University College Chinese Society.

PURCHASE your booklets (a booklet has RM10 coupons in it) from us and be ready to be filled be joy and laughter throughout the entire event!
COUPONS are used to purchase yummilicious food & drinks as well as take part in EXCITING GAMES!

SO DO JOIN US AND SPEND YOUR FRIDAY NIGHT WITH US.
WE PROMISE THAT U'LL spend an absolutely FUN CRAZY HAPPY AND YET MEANINGFUL FRIDAY NIGHT.

Oh btw, the carnival's organised by Taylor's University College Chinese Society.

DO SUPPORT us by JOINING US THIS FRIDAY.

GET YOUR COUPONS FROM US!

Drop by Taylor's Main campus guardhouse/TBS

to get d coupons from our booth everyday or RING us!

We'll be darn glad to hear from the 'angel' in you! hahhahaha :D

Vienna - 012 2776678
Raphael - 012 3228339
Nicole - 017 2858366
Rachel - 017 3743899

If u couldn't attend, u could also help out just by forwarding this email to ur friends :) Thank you!

PM4s,SJ gang,YS peeps & every EVERYONE!
Come come come on d nite,
(hint hint: Guess who might give u a tickletickle in d haunted house?)
I know i haven't been hanging out much with u guys, im sorree, I've been really really busy these days, for THIS!

So u know it's gonna be BIG!
We're aiming at 1000 attendees, so come n be a part of d fun! :D
I'll be more than GLAD to see you guys on the day!

no, serious seriously, u all MUST COME!
DIWAJIBKAN. DIMESTIKAN. DIPASTIKAN. DIHARUSKAN!!!

Cause it's only gonna be Hot with u guys there.

if not, i dont fren you! HMPH! :D

2008-09-09T01:40:00.003+08:00

I missed it all. too bad :)
do not know why. but me am me. :)
case closed!

btw, me sistah, brotah, papah, mommy Claim that im having a fever now!
but hey, I dont feel it! I can JUMP around still.
Ok la, im feeling sick & some headaches. But of course, the Power of my Mind overrides it all!

I still need to get things done.
And attend to many responsibilities or let's call it d Weeweebambam duty? as the eldest sistah, the granddaughter, the vice pres, the fiesta, the camp committee, 2moro.
I just need some sleep.

*crossed fingers*

Because I think that it's a Crazily Fun life!

2008-08-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

I was just giving some thoughts into it, just what kinda life am I getting myself into?

Well, I just came back from Celebrating Desmond'sBirthday!

*In a Desmond Tuned Tone* Happy Birthday, u... u...(after 5 seconds)

u...u....(after another 5 seconds)..

u.. u... U COW! (Insert something insulting here)

HAHAHAHA.

We (To be precise,smartyV who's that? I dont know! hahahah :D) booked a Korean BBQ dinner!

Well, we LAUGHED like maniacs, awhile later (I didn't know we were so Contagious) the staff were laughing like Maniacs too!

Of course, It's not BECAUSE of WHAT I DID! Shheesh! =D

Are u kidding me? If it was, I would have been the Mother of All Maniacs!

Oh no! That's not a nice name to give myself!

Pretend you didn't hear that!

Wow. Tomorrow's gonna be crazy.

8am - 10.30am - Meet up with Sandy.
10.30am - 12.30pm - AusEd for a counselling session with Ms.Merilynn :)
12.30pm - 3/4pm - Get back to SMK Subang Jaya to give Pn.Khoo a surprise!

Our dear Buddhist Society Juniors invited us for their AGM :) I hope they're doing well :)

3/4pm(depends on what time I end) - Hop on the KTM with Lamyan to go to Pei's house!

Sorry that I couldn't stay over for sleepover :( I want the pool! Badly! Remember how we used to play PeiLi & her Dolphins Cabby! And I WAS OBVIOUSLY the faster one! haiyee! Camen is like soso SLOW. like Wut-e-VAA! hahahhahaha XD

Next day.

8.30am - 6.30pm - AIESEC's Induction Conference.
7pm - 12pm? - Senthil's Farewell Party!

(Oh no! Now, I'm left with ONE guitar teacher! :( I like the times where it's 2 to 1 *proud*

A very likeable student, I am! hahhahahha I'm kidding! It's because u two are really nice people :) Busmates.

And How can you start FLYING without ME! :( US is so far away, and i hate TAUGEHs! But d student will attempt to make d other teacher not to like TAUGEHs too! So i dont need to learn TAUGEHs!

Sorry Zhern, I can't go to your Lok Lok's Party! Have fun, u guys!

Sunday.

10am - TDC17 Camp's committee meeting.

And I need to catch up with our Mooncake Festival Event!

Dear Resident Taylorians,

Mark your calendar, 13th September, because it's gonna be a BIG THING.

I'm proud of our Junior Executive Committees. :)

Then I realised, despite all, Im actually Smiling now =)

Back to the question about my life. For now, the answer is DHL.

MooOoOoo~ Dont picture that! Cause it stands for a :

Doubly Happy Life.

To all of you.

2008-08-05T15:56:00.004+08:00

A Billabong bikini which costs a whooping RM169.50.

Well they know me well, that it comes just right in time! I was searching high & low for a swimsuit =) but not a bikini.

But because it's a gift from them, So I WORE IT to Redang!

(Jan wants to see the pixxie,shh! I show u privately! hahahha)

Haiyo Do u guys TRULYHONESTLYFRANKLYSINCERELY think that I LIKE PINK THAT MUCH?

I tell you the TRUTH! Actually,I DON'T OKAY! I REALLY DON'T!

Ok, u guys probably know me well to bust me on that statement above, because the truth is well, maybe I really do!

And this time.. everyone got the Correct tone of Pink that i like :)

So sweet!

For this.

And this.

Just the thought of this, makes me smile.

Hahaha :D Sugus! So i could eat them whenever Im feeling down, comes along with Embedded name & Personalized Handpainted/made Flowers! xD

And why 66 sugus but not 365 sugus leh? (because her hands were tired compressing them all!) So Kam Dong-ing.

For all of this, I'd like to say THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!

I had a very Happy Birthday!

Thanks to u guys!

To Jan, Carol, Yong Mei, Yiwen, Jun, Mel, Sook Yin, Kin Foong, Li Xing, Kok Ken, Xin Ee, Swee Yu, Jeff, Shyan, Yit Wei, Kai Xun!!

Thanks for buying me the Bikini! & planning the whole birthday thing for me =)

& Jun for the Pretty pink clip from Bangkok! So nice that u thought of me! =)

& Mei for coming even though she was reallyreally sick....She was barely able to stand out in the padang after the cake cutting, but yet, she came & insisted on the whole thing! =) I appreciate it so much.

To Camen, Meny, Pei Li, Joo Yong, Kok Soo, Ning, Shin, See Wei, Wei Kiat, E Li, Kai Jia, Chiew Yee, Kevin, YiJet, Sashi, Radhika, GT, Zhern...

For the PRESENTS! & the birthday Celebration!

And to EVERYONE WHO'VE WISHED ME ON THE SPECIAL DAY!

A big.

THANK, YOU.

I'll remember it in my heart.

Everyone.. Please put your hands together for... a speech from the sensational v!

It must be because of the good things that I've did in my past life, why that's the only explanation to why this life u guys came to me as truly Blessings in my life.

Everything was great! And I just wanna say, that I truly appreciate & enjoyed every bits of it.

*group hugs*

- You guys are the Rainbows of my life. -

If my life was a bliss,

it's because of all your Wonderful Presence in it! =)

Lovely Birthday.

2008-07-27T23:33:00.006+08:00

[note: I've been drafting this since like 27th of July! Honestly. But I've been saving it as a draft,because it takes me really long to finish it! Sorry for the late post..

It's not the case that I don't appreciate what u guys did k! It's just that there is just too many JOYOUS stuff that u guys did, Too many ! I LOVE IT ALL!]

EVERYONE!!

Hahahahhahahahaahhahahahahahha

hahahahhahaahhahahhahahahahhahah :D

Ok, I laughed like a maniac, i know!

So what? I'm HAPPY mah! :D

I call it - DOUBLE DOSE of CAKE, FUN & HAPPINESS!

Please don't stop the music..music..music!

And :O Did i just saw a few BICEPS popping out! or what!

Just in case, u've yet to know, this is my next goal in life.

Friends are supportive, so u don't grill me although Im Delicious & healthy kay?

This was the celebration with pMedicine-4!

Me 1: What's with the Purple n Green combination,vienna!

Me2: Because i wanted to be spontatenous,i put on the necklace from meny,pei,kev lo..

Me1: Didn't u look into the mirror 1st? Ur supposed to give the Greece Goddess look! Now, U look like a Half-cooked DragonFruit!

Me2: It's all your fault! U didn't fetch me the mirror....

Me1: But i was together with you!

Me2: Talk summore, i give you my JUJITSU KICK!

Me1: U think i dunno arh! Come lah Come lah! Fight lah! U think im scared of u arh!

Now now..I'll tell ya something secretly..

To have a cameragirl as your bestie is the GREATEST THING IN THE WORLD!

hhahahhahah Because she just keeps taking me! & best of all,she uploads it all for me! :D

Now, All HAIL the AmazinglyAstonishing Collection OF PICTURES I HAVE!

What happened that lovely sunday?

While in Jan's car...

"Eyyy! Why got so many ppl in the padang wan?"

"Oh shyt, WAIT!! I KNOW THEM!!!" *blush*

After I walked through the garden themed Islet..

Then, there they are!

Each of them holding cardboards and many coloured love shaped hearts all over...

" Vienna...

Actually I wanted to tell you this very long already...."

[I was laughing like a mad cow, so I think hahaha i couldn't focus so much on what he said]

so he went like lalallalallalalalalalallaalalla~

Throwing out each and every very corny and well (a tadbit) touching lines! :D

then he went like

lalallalalaalalallallallalala... again..

" Can you accept me? "

And there goes a song dedication sang aloud together by all of them for me!

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

[ I know they tweak the lyrics somewhere with Vitagens & Viennas xD But i was enjoying the moment so much! That i was singing along & laughing at the same time!

psst! Lemme secretly tell u something,I love this bunch of crazee ppl! :D ]

Then they started rejoicing: Accept him la! Accept him la!

There's where i went hahahahhahahahhahahha again!

I can only say that, it's a Pleasant surprise =)

Next on.

The mission:

Hunt for the 4 different coloured heart shaped "I Love You" messages well hidden all around the padang in 4 MINUTES TIME!

Rules:

- You'll have to finish drinking the Vitagens before moving on to look for the next "I Love You"s.

- If you don't do it in 4 minutes time, Punishments Beckons!

Their evil laugh: Muahehehehehehe~

Now! Let the treasure hunt begins~!

1) Let us play, Spot the Vitagen bottle in the picture.

2) Name me A girl crazee enough to go get it.

3) And boy does it involves lots of Vitagen drinking!

These people are CRAZY I tell you!

hahahhahahahah :D

Feedbacks to you all!

No.1,I can feel that my Digestive System IMPROVED Significantly, thank you for all the Vitagens supply!

No.2,I can feel that my appetite INCREASED Significantly too!

No.3,I set a New ~~World~~ Vienna Record in my weight increase! A Personal High of 49KGS! (Owh, a girl's weight is supposed to be P. & Confidential thing,isn't it?) Bahh,like I MIND! :D

But Its ok, I dont eat much, Anyway! ;)

4) The PUNISHMENTS.

I know i exceeded like 3minutes but I can't believe they actually did this to me... They're so EVIL!

Eih it's my birthday leh!! I don't FREWN you wan ah!

hahhahahhaha :D

Punishment 1: Monkey bars =( which i totally don't know how..

Punishment 2: To Compete with my Ex-"Lou Gong" in a Swinging Tournament! And outswing him!

And did i mentioned the word Ex?

Because he doesn't IMPRESS me enough & I Fired him on the same day!

Punishment 3:

Slide down the woohoo. Slide 10 times in One Minute!

And they are OFFICIALLY NAMED..

*Drumrolls*

Taa Taa Daa Daa Daa Daa Daa~

~~Charlie's~~ Vien's Pinkie Angels.

Because they knew that I'm going to wear Pink on that day (i was about to pull off a Brown top,just before coming out from the door,i thought "Nah,pink makes me happier!")

they must've been Watching Over Me! =) My angels.

*Sharing is caring* Lemme show my care by taking a bite first *bites chocolates*, now, everyone TAKE A BITE each!

hahahahhahahahahahaa.

It's obvious that Im trying to share & care so much right? and u thought that i was covering up for the fact that i want to eat that piece of Chocolate? I was never a GLUTTON!

NEVER! :D

This is the What Happened post, now please roll your eyes to the Who I want to Thank post.

Quizzes.

2008-07-15T01:58:00.005+08:00

You Are In a Fantastic Mood

You're confident, focused, and on top of your game.

People are attracted to your energy right now.

This is the time to go for it - you're likely to get what you want!

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.

You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.

Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.

As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together

The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.

You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.

And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.

But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.

You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.

That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.

You're the type of person who goes along to get along.

And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.

Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.

You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.

Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you.

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate

You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys

You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities

Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

Your Mood is a 10

You're feeling on top of the world, and nothing could bring you down.

What Your Pink Outfit Means

Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.

But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.

Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.

Designer match: BCBG

Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses

Your Gluttony Quotient: 70%

Eating is not just a hobby for you - it's your life.

You Are Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them

You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky

You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter

It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

You Are Very Happy Being Single

You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content.

You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is.

And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

Your Driving Is is: 61% Male, 39% Female

According to studies, you generally drive like a typical male.

You're confident in your driving skills, and hardly any situation gets the better of you.

And while you may have a few tickets under your belt, you're still a very good driver.

I'm not that good x.x I scratch my car =(

However it's adequate in explaining this!

Out of 6 people! Woohoo!

If I hadn't beat GUAN TECK & TING YU by thousand of miles away, then I wouldn't say this la, but since I did...

They are sincerely, yours faithfully, a disgrace to the men. Thank you.

wee! =D

Rematch? ;)

A tag.

2008-07-05T04:27:00.015+08:00

# 1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I'll jump from the top of the building, wearing red (of course, that's the only way to turn into a Fast & Furious Ghost!), possess his body, strangle that 'Beach' while they make out and make him bang his head on the wall; not too hard, so he wouldn't die; not too soft either, just nice till a point when I hear him saying "I'll bomb Bush into a milliongazillion pieces with.. an Apple."

muahahaha. Take that, U 'Mustard'!

Ok la, to answer the question seriously, apple aside, I'll probably be scarred inside. But what can U do right? Kill him, like I suggested?

Who to blame. His heart is not with you anymore. That sounded so sad. =(

# 2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

Fly the sky. I am serious.

But as for now, I just want to watch a sunset by the beach, really badly. (Camen & Des would have knew bout this! hahaha. Lets not talk about my random desire to drag them to a high ground or the nearest beach to watch sunrise after prom. hahahah)

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?

I know! We should get to Las Vegas, from the top of the ~~Trump~~ Vienna tower (make sure u build me one first! Prerequisite.hahhaha), together we'll say "I Do" & then we jump down (bungee,not suicidal)! On the way down, we'll smooch, look into the each other eyes & say "I Love youu~" in midair! =)
heh Kiddings!

Simple, I only need a warm room filled with people that matters in our lives to be there, for the moment and of course two souls who'd love and cherish each other as much. =)

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

If you'd ever look into a kite flying in the sky and you thought to yourself "Ahh~ That kite is flying so freely in the sky.. I wished I could be like a kite too.."
The harsh reality is- however a kite might appear to be flying freely, a kite will always, still be a kite, it'll never truly be able to fly the sky freely, with the strings attached.

I know what I wanted, but sometimes it's not just about what you like to do, strings are attached, and I can't. And now, I just don't know what can I do anymore.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?

Cutecharmingonetoonefunnyoutgoingcrappable. scrap all that.

All I want is...

Torres =)

Turn urself into him! (surgeryblabla) I Promise, Everything will be SUPER perfect, as long as I don't happen to FIND OUT about it. hahahhaha.

So sweet :)

All that truly matters is just a guy who's caring & would love me. =)

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Non of the above. Why'd you call it a blessing when either you or either him is suffering in it.

When you're loving someone and when the someone loves you just as much too, that's blessing.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

Till when I can't take it any more & he doesn't seem like he wants to make any effort to.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

I'll seduce him with my hybrid 'weapons', ie: AngelinaJolielike Lips & ScarlettJohanssonslike Bodayy which screams sexayy from every inch. Hahahahaha xD

I wouldn't do anything.

If he already has one, people are a happy couple, I can do anything but to spoil their relationship. At least, two person's happy isn't it! :)

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

I'd like to complain that i told the sun to rise from the west and the rain to drop back towards the sky but they haven't been really obedient! Why can't u listen! *Points* There,UP!! & WEST! Don't make me unhappy! hmph!

Unhappy...Not many things has the mightyability to make me unhappy, hoho!

And nah, I guess I'm not! *smiles* =D

#10 The question is not here. Is it yummy? That u eat it away? Or is it 18SX? Wait up! I'm ALMOST there!

#11 Is being tagged fun?

hahahahhah. Owh yeah.

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?

A little taller.

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?

My mommy =)

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Owh, ur referring to my Lamyan?
He's a stewpiddumbdumb, loathable, uncaring, unattractive, uglee & a badbad friend. I hate him! ALOT!

These are the complete antonyms.
Decipher it =) and I mean what i said.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

I'd like someone I could share my happiness with, someone to smile to, to hold my hands and walk the park with =)

Poor is a state of mind, and something you could change, with a little extra effort.

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?

Off the alarm.

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?

If I don't love that somebody, I wouldn't agree to start one; but if I'd love, I'd love with all my heart.

Omgoodness looi Vienna u just said that! xD Oh noo...how many more? Im sounding like a freak already!! This is so bad.....

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

Impossible.

#19 What type of friends do you like?

People that I feel comfortable with. =)

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?

Just don't judge or stab ppl in their backs?

Other than that, All's fine. =)

Tagged by : Ng Ca MAN :D

Tag 8 people for this :

1) Nash
2) Jan
3) Sook Yin
4) Yi Wen
5) Mel
6) Xin Ee
7) Caroline
8) Yik Sheng

Vien at work!

2008-07-04T04:55:00.007+08:00

Hey peeps! Im backk!

I know I've been missing for quite awhile. Allow me to explain my reason of being missing.

But promise me,u have to trust me okay?

It's because..

I've Journeyed to the Centre of the Earth!!

Wow! It's AMAZING. So absolutelyBreathtaking u know! Everysingle moment Spent there! Every steps that i took.. takes me upon another flabbergasting discovery. Even the soils there tastes like chocolates... so does the sky....

Wait a moment! I sense that ur breaking ur promise by not believing my words,whyyy? Realllyyyy la! Why don't u believe me? Whhyyy?

Well, i can only say that it's your loss! TOO BAD!!

hahahahaha

ITalk Buddy is this new Instant Messenger , like MSN, you can chat with your friends online, not only that! The sepcial thing is that! U can now Call up your friends using your PC! Calls to Every friend is 15cents/min for their cellphone!(10c/min for house) No need to aih.. I Maxis, he Digi, eapnsive lah don’t want to call him lah..

Call to any country too! like Australia, UK is like 5cents/min?

Why PAY MORE,when u can PAY LESS?

We can demo a call for any of u guys who wanna try it out! To anywhere. Quality – Mou Man Tai.

Not only that! Unlike postpaid, there are absolutely no extra charges other than that, just like prepaid! Saying that it's like prepaid doesn't do it justice too, because it’s CHEAPER & better! So who cares if they are not in your Active5, Top 6 friends, Xpax now? Everyone also 15cents mah?

ITalk cards are available in 7 Eleven, phone shops, Petronas station.

Registration is for free! And we’re giving out free goodie bags for those who register today! While stock lasts ;)

Oh well, don't feel bad about breaking ur promise just now. Other than Journeying to the Centre of the Earth, I've been working.

Tadaa! Hereby presenting my script: Oh, its that grey colour, small font thingy u see, as stated above!

That's roughly something that I'd mumured about, possibly…. 300 times a day?

This time around, Im not kidding! (I wasn't kidding about the Journey to the Centre of the Earth thingy Either!) :D

- Setting up the booth -

The deal is:

The Job :Promoting ITalk Buddy in their Roadshows

around various campuses & colleges.

Check out the raves&hypes bout it Click,to get it!

Working hours :9am - 3pm

(45mins break in between. To be exact, it’s however long we like to call it ;) That’s when good ‘relationships’ with bosses comes in handy. I am a good employee! Hehe. u think? :D)

The days? :Monday - Thursday.

Pay :RM80/day

Locations :Around all campuses & colleges.

300times a day? At the end of the day, you got so sick of all the explaining & talking & trying to talk ppl into it, and then when the next person came up to you, blasting u with endless questions, u just felt like saying ‘Oww~ Shut up!!’ straight up to their face.

Oww. Wait! Come on, that's not me, I service with a *SMILE*~

hahahaha

I guess im so good that, while telling some guy about it, they fetch me a name card & said "We are an event management company, would you be interested to work with us for our upcoming events?" :D

And well before she left, "I like your attitude, so positive, cheerful & bubbly! Give us a call whenever ur free k!"

Owh well I couldn't be flattered more ;) and being able to mention that, that's in Unitar, I haven't tell you about Segi.

Hoho!

Of course, I enjoyed it!

There’s 11 campuses to go to, 2days/campus. A lil math calculations, reveals a RM 1760 in total =)

Yipee!

However, a lil math calculations, also reveals that I'd be left with Kosong Ringgit. I’d promised to give mommy 1000. Grandma 20. I Am gonna buy this:

For that Pig daddy! In hope that it helps, and he’ll quit smoking.. :(

With some daddy like mine, telling him facts & flashing him diagrams, it's as if, Trying to convince a Pig in the ranch about - the Benefit of waking up early.

Me: Just name me ONE benefit from smoking!

Daddy: Well, it covers the stinky smells in the men's toilet, so you won't feel like puking. AHHA! U see! That's one. ;)

x.x o.O >.<

Look what he turned grandma into!

Seriously, if he doesn't want to listen, then fine! I'm sick of trying to talk you into quitting tobacco anyway. But the main point is, you don't need to make me recycle Carbon Monoxide, right?

I don't wanna get Lung Cancer before 20.

" Stop smoking already, or else, I'll start smoking! "

Well, all that i said is just, all that i said.

But ahh.. that's not what my intentions are.

All very often, I have to contradict the things I said and the things in my heart. (oh no, im such a complicated being xD)

The fact is I don't even care if my lungs are shrinking, because the main point is..

I don't have another daddy & I love you, daddy.

But haha, I guess he won't be hearing that line anytime soon! xD unless he miraculously founds out how to read my blog.

Maybe I have an insensate & nonchalant tongue. I cant help it, i just cant say it. Blhh xP

Let's talk less about that, and time to introduce my Bosses & colleagues!

well,they were treating me a meal. heh =)

First off, we have Steve. (on D left)

- D employer who chose me out of 7 applicants, even when I had transportation problems, whilst the other 6 applicants doesn’t. ;) Weee.?

武林群俠傳馬來版 http://wx.runup.com.my sent 7/16/2008 1:52 AM:
CHEER~~ TAKE CARE OK...DONT ALWAYS SLEEP SO LATE LA..
武林群俠傳馬來版 http://wx.runup.com.my sent 7/16/2008 1:52 AM:
REALLY LA...FOR UR OWN GOOD

Veryvery nice guy.

Second off, we have Lily. (on D right)
- Steve’s boss, who's this charming lady, who helps me big time on every account of me pulling her shirt.

V : We’re giving out free goodie bags if you sign up today, buy the 50bucks card, and we’re giving out this soft toy for free too!
X : Owh. That's Great! But, it would be even greater if u tell me, what should I get so that you’ll give out ur phone no. for free too?
V : Hahahahahhaaha.. *laughs like a maniac to divert attention from giving Lily's shirt a pull*
Lily : She doesn’t have a phone la. But I know a way! If you give her your phone, then you can call her lo! right? (that's Smart, i shall utilize it one day. Gals, Let's all learn that up! :D)
X : *Thought for awhile* Erm...What about a house add, I’m sure she stays somewhere and has one?
Lily : Don’t stalk people la.. After kena sweep out the house with a broom by people’s parents not good lo right? She’s going out with her friends to the mamak tonight, if you guys have *jodoh* then surely will meet lo!
X : Errrr…. ok.

I can only conclude that, we didn’t had jodoh.

He wasn't bad looking, At all :D Aww. what a miss..awww. but hoho!

For now, I'm a happy Lesbo. hahahaha :D (pfft! Im starting to miss my lamyan now)

Hannah

- Ano promoter girl (D one in pink skirt) who teaches me about facial care. (wow. speaking to me about facial care & cosmetics is, well, like speaking to a Pig in the ranch blablabla. refer above)

We (me, lily, Hannah) chitchats about how unreliable guys are. Of friends of them whom her guy goes out and get another girl, even when they're having 2 kids at home, they had another kid at another ‘home’.

From all that I heard, I conclude that, some 9 out of 10 guys does it.

They say "A girl needs a reason to cheat; while a guy only needs a girl. "

Woah, u guys, is it Loike true?

If it is, that One out of 10 is certainly MINE.

Dennis

- TM’s Marketing Manager. Is one who fetches me home or drop me at Kelana Jaya LRT, well, actually all of them do, in turns. (Steve, Lily & Dennis picks me up from Rawang KTM/Bangsar LRT/ Kelana Jaya LRT every morning)

Perhaps this is when mixing around well and having good ‘relationships’ with boses comes in handy! ;D Hehe. Again, Im a good employee.

Syam
- Comes to fetch me chopsticks when I dropped them? xD Im kidding!

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Once upon a time, long long time ago, in a far far away land.... called... UTAR....

There lives a Princess..called Snow Vhientenna..

One day, long long time ago, the sun was shining brightly.. She felt hungry.. She whistled and jumps on her beautiful white horse. The grass was green and the sky was blue. Until she noticed, 5 little dwarfs was following behind her horse. The sky turned black, lightning started striking. Until she reached the La Chateur La Prima Canteen, the sky turns blue again. Then she flashed her piece of gold to buy some food, outcomes Robin Hood! Snatching away her piece of gold. Then, Robin Hood returns her gold and well flash his piece to buy her food. At that instance, Robin Hood turned into Prince Charming. (Well,apparently their biological growth process is evolving from a Dwarf>Robin hood>Prince charming)

And well, that's when he snatched the microphone used to announce number for the food ordered in La Chateur La Prima Canteen, and announce "leng lui bear bear".

Wow! And there goes our First Installment for the New York Times Bestselling Author of all time...

Bet ya never heard Fairy Tales as magnificent as this... or Quite like this.....

2nd installment of the Hairy Popper Trilogy

x says:
coz i dun have time adi
vien ღ says:
explain
x says:
going to die
x says:
have a serious sick
vien ღ says:
if ur serious, then i'll take it seriously
x says:
yes, serious
x says:
xiang si bing
vien ღ says:
haha m i supposed 2b angry cause u lied!
x says:
i didn't
x says:
really got xiang xi bing le
x says:
if we keep talking, then will definitely become more serious
x says:
yi fa bu ke shou shi
x says:
then really die
x says:
and u oso reply me so long

The third installment.

... seems like Princess Vhientenna told Prince Charming that the only way he would get her contacts was to make his way through the very scary talking forest to get to Unitar.... god knows what's in the forest... No one has survive to tell tales about the forest..... The only thing heard from the forest is the gloomy haunting voices.....

Did he did it? at the end? For her?

Now, what are you waiting for? Get the original copy @$99.95, available in any major bookstore, now!

Evolution of the Hair.

2008-06-28T20:26:00.015+08:00

Good morning, class!

For today's lesson, I'll be teaching you guys on the topic:

The Importance of the Right Hairstyle.

Flip your text to page 108, first, let us take a look at the subject in the picture.

Picture one, Ryan Cabrera, born July 18, 1982 (Repeat after me.. Happy Birthday Ryan~~) in Dallas, Texas. Well, before he changed his hairstyle, teacher thinks that he scored a 8/10 on the scale of Hotness. (hehe personal opinion la)

Picture 2, Ryan Cabrera, after he changed his hairstyle, he scored.. urm, ok I don't want to be so mean and say 0.01, so I'll just say its - a catastrophe.

"Touch my hair, and I'll poke your eyes! I look like a Lion. Roarrrr~" O.O

Dear students, please raise your hands and voice out your opinions!

Because everyone has different preference & likings. If we all have the same preference & likings, imagine...

A world...

with everyone having the same Hairstyle....

And then we say, "I'll like one Fried eggs-mashed version! & 'Fucuk' & 'Cookies & Cream' & 'TongSui' & Why Am I telling you I sincerely do not want a shortage of food supply nor do I want a Contender in my quest to Conquer the *Land called FOOD.*

But then again, having a partner would be fun!

Ok i just Ter-leak out my short hair-do. But haha! Everyone seen it anyway! It's plaster all over Facebook!

Pictures,credits of Sweeyu's blog =)

The Ole'time school girl look.

I like this pic =)

Except for the guy who smokes behind us, just spoils it,i loathe. Ur choking all of us, i told. Mun's friend,it was. I don't like guys who smokes, i text. It ends there. A prerequisite. Smoke & I'll kill you with A cigar. I haven't really figured out how yet, but i will!

My Grandma call it: HongSik HongSik is LuckyLucky~!

They call it: DRAGONfruit! or more commonly known as, Ribena!

Later on.

I was inspired by d Japanese..

I tried to get these..

Only to get these.....

I look into the mirror n i told myself "GREAT! now Looi Vien Na makes herself hungry! That's IT! Maggi Mee Time~~! mmm. sedaaaap~~~"

U know I'm a smart consumer, i don't spend much, u know how?
1st, Drive to Kampung Lada Hitam in Johor (dont ask me,I dont know how) but drive anyway! hahaha.
2nd, Spot a house with a mirror, a chair & a fan in front of the house.
3rd, Tell the aunty u want to curl your hair. Ignore her when she say "wow~ I almost forgot I have these tools, well I haven't been perming hair for youngster for a few..years.. u know nowadays youngster don't come to me.. so often (or at all?)"
4th, Pray.
5th, 50 bucks.
6th, Throw away your comb.

7th, I think we don't need any styling liquids, sprays, foams, shine serum, treatment creams, curl enhancer. No need to spend so much, Just let it be! And it'll turn out Just finee =) At least it is for me..

ahh.. im starting to miss it... =(

Momma's feeling nostalgic, come back to momma, would ya?

Well if u take me as ur Style Icon, then u can certainly try it!

hahahahhahahhahahaha..

I call it! Short & Sweet!

My new hairstlye has been keeping me looking very matured & sane.

Just like this!

Im starting to think that the secret to looking sane is to seal ur lips, tight shut. Well, t's just a theory of mine, it's not a necessity for u to try it, but if you insist, well, i can do nothing to stop you.

xD xD Oh, i do crapp alot. But here's a written doormat:

Welcome To My World~!

heheheheheheh :D

2008-06-26T01:31:00.001+08:00

I wanted to blog, but im too sleepy to finish it. To my lala-land I go!

Tune in tomorrow.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

2008-06-17T02:00:00.009+08:00

"Jie.. U must think of something for 2moro ar.."

" Hmm okay.. I'll come up with something.."

So I laid on my bed, working very hard the witty brain I had...

一定是你这个大鬼头带头的! Mommy always regarded me as 大鬼头 Thats why i always ditangkap untuk di-beat up when we were all lil kiddo xD It's not me!! Why me?

Literally translating it means Big Ghost Head. o.O nway,for u bananas,haha it sorta means like One who comes out with lotsa idea to lead or influence the siblings?

I had to come out with a plan or something all four of us could afford, simple yet touching, that'll express how much we love him, also could be perform at home and has the ability to delight & draw a *smile* on his face at the same time =)

In some 15 minutes of brainstorming, I came up with the whole Plan for Father's Day!

Soo.. This is what we did for Father's Day.

- Mommy Seduced Daddy out for a Night View.

Where the genes came from. I suddenly realise, that many of the traits came from her xD yup, she's really quirky.

They went to have a look at the night view from our proposed to move in 10 years ago Condo, only to get Daddy Shaking and Trembling Looking down from 16th Floor. And got stomach upset and came back Early! (dam mou yong rite) That's when we PANICKED.

- At the front door, we had a sheet of Rules & Regulations :

1. You are not allowed to on the lights.

2. You are provided with a Torch Light & a MAGIC pen.

3. There'll be papers with Secret Hidden Messages all around the house, which'll be revealed only with the MAGIC pen.

4. Following the secret messages, you'll find each of us, and a pleasant surprise behold.

5. The treasure hunt starts now, NOW find us!

& the food.. If not, we have to go on Diet tonight. hahaha.

*HAPPY FATHER'S DAY*

yup! that's what I wrote! :D

I hid in the cupboard okayyy.. omg it was so dark, i could barely breath, and I was.... afraid... of having... another person... hidding beside me too.... I kept looking at the dark spaces beside me.....

x.x

- The Secret Hidden Messages are all personalized like..

"The rat is sneaking in the living room.." - lil bro.

"Anna is a pig " - sis.

"Ah Ma always say we must lock the door behind.. but UH OO. i think we forgot to lock..." -bro.

"Remember where u Made us? hehehehe." -me.

And few..

"You are FOOLED! nenenebubu."

"Pls try again. Thank you."

hahahhahaha.

- When he found us, we'll each give him a Piece of the Missing Puzzle.

When the 4 missing pieces combine, (he took really long to figure out the shape xD) you'll form a whole heart!

- And you'll also summon. A Candle-lighted Cake & A Song Dedication -

If u guys knew the song made famous by Jay Chou.

听妈妈的话? Listen to Mama's Words.

Except! Composer: Vienna decided to tweak the lyrics abit.

听爸爸的话. Listen to Papa's words.

听爸爸的话别让他生气

想快快长大才能报答他

美丽的胡须越来越来白　

我们知道因为工作很辛苦. . .

Though the lyrics might not be that good xD but after we were done with it!

U could see from his face that he's certainly a Very Happy Daddy~!

Yeay! Mission Accomplished!

- Bersama-sama kita makan the KFC they found, while he read the handwritten card.

Mommy & Daddy both left the testimonials below:

Very Interesting & Fun game! We were both very excited! And we didn't even know in 50 years of our life, there's something like a Magic Pen! We don't even know how to use at first.

Mommy : I want to do it again during my turn!

(We talked about the bits and all. There was apparently 'someone' else playing hide n seek with daddy mommy.... wuu~~ nah la,we figured it's because when he opened one side of the toilet door, due to air pressure & all, the other side closes, but that caused them to run around and started a chase with No one. xD they thought we were running away from them xD)

- So we were all laughing out loud at their Stewpidity-strike-stories along their Quest in search for us ~~

and also our experience hiding.. alone in a all dark house.. xD bro got targeted by mosquittoes, sis got kicked under the bed, i was barely breathing & halusinating,imagining things... xD

The KFC was just yummy. Boy,we were all Hungry! We also drank chinese tea together after that. =)

And yup! A great Father's Day Indeed.

And so, she candid me once again. Should I be thankful that I always had a lil sis as me personal paparazzi? =)

Lurve ya, Daddy! :)

Friends. A joy of life =)

2008-06-14T22:16:00.009+08:00

Aww. =) To have friends like u guys,

Life's a Bliss!

I'm like so touched touched today..

Not the one sensed by the sensory receptor, this is the one sensed by the receptor deep In the heart.. :D

hahahaha that I'm indisposed to swap my life even for Bill Gates's. :D

For it's a priceless blessing to have all of you wonderful friends in my life.

Yeay, I just simply love u guys.

U guys have always been there for me =)

special thankie to camen,jan,cxia,szeluan & jia,e li,chewy for d really thoughtful pressie!!

Friendship is like Spidersilk. As strong as spidersilk, as tough and durable as it is, similar to the one we had.

-vn-

To the dear PM4s,

Yesterday, might've mark an end to the 1.5years time frame where we'd crossed path in each other's life, but I'm pretty sure we each left our own lil unique footprints here, in our heart :)

And always remember there's something called friendship that's like a Circle, round and round, notice how there's no end to it? :D

And there's something call Blogs, notice how it functions as a place for missie vien to SPAM. muahhahahhahha. I spam because I care kay! Else, i wouldn't even bother to :D Hope u guys know that!

You guys truly are the Rainbows in my life. Adding colours into it. =)

This applies to ALL of U great friends whom I know kay :D

Along with families, Friends are meant to be with forever.

I'm sticking on to you like Spidersilk stronger than glue gajah for life. muahhahahahha! Ur gonna have to spray me with Ridsect Goodnight Liquid to get rid of me bug. muahahhahaha..
*joy joy*

Random fact: It has been suggested that a Boeing 747 could be stopped in flight by a single pencil-width strand. oh WOW.

Kevlar © Spidersilk.

Ok, i now im kinda sick hahahhaha. but hey! that shows that I'm applying chemistry knowledge in everyday life right. I never fail to!

Those theories are easily wee! applied n wee! screwed up by me :D Like how i wanted to increase the rate of photosynthesis xD

Joycelyn says:
hi hi!
- vienna. says:
hey hey!!
Joycelyn says:
darling
Joycelyn says:
miss u alotzzzzzzzz o
- vienna. says:
weeeeee~~
- vienna. says:
me miss u too!

- vienna. says:
How is it there? nice ar?
- vienna. says:
is everything ok? the facilities n all?
Joycelyn says:
i tahu ur heart is wif me..

I sorta. wondered yday, "Why haven't it crossed my mind the slightest thoughts of wanting to become a homo? Should be kinda fun right? hmm......"

I'll probably fall for u girls. So many could be turn into potential partners..

Cause they are all so sweet!

yummy! :D

Quote someone "Dresscode: Bring only your underwears..." I prob disregarded or overlooked the rest..wuu~ *Rub fingers & look at u guys lustfully & seducingly* I can't wait already! NYEHEHEHEHEHE.

Anyone.. wanna try?

hahhahahahhahah. Ok! Kiddings okay!

Alritey! Since I'm so free now, time to hang out together!

I'm gonna think of something.. BBq in my house? organize some yumcha? Owh Owh!

A sports day out! :D

Oh wait!! We are going to FLY KITE & PICNIC!

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Fly a kite?? The last time I did that was when I was.. 9?

Boy!! Sounds FUN! :D

~lil cloud army~ says:
ehh
~lil cloud army~ says:
this saturday u free ?
~lil cloud army~ says:
we all going to play kite n picnic at usj field...
- vienna. says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!
- vienna. says:
SO..
~lil cloud army~ says:
i dun care
~lil cloud army~ says:
u must go
~lil cloud army~ says:
ahahahaha
- vienna. says:
cute!!
- vienna. says:
play kite?
- vienna. says:
OF COURSE!!!
- vienna. says:
*excited*
~lil cloud army~ says:
hahhaha

I was just wondering... In subang.. the wind.. is strong enuf to Fly Kite merh?

After end up running around the field like a hyena..also dunno the kite can Take-Off anot xD

But luckily Picnic means = FOOD. kan? FOOD means = Respiratory Substrate kan? Respiratory Substrate means = Ada Berlambak-lambak Energy to RUN AROUND the padang0 kan? For me, U bet xD Time to relive those Childhood Memories!

__________________________________________________________________________________

I'm so good that I sold Every-single-friggin A-levels reference BOOKS+ALL the NOTES I had the morning after prom!

HIGHLY EFFECTIVE am I? In return, I've got 150 RINGGIT MALAISIA extra in pocket! (yummy!)

I think i mencatatkan some kerugian. Jan MADE money selling off her 2nd hand books. I guess I shouldn't do business. (but fot the fact that lady was really caring for her nephew, it's well worth the kerugian i guess xD)

Nway, I had Satu photostated reference book for each sub n some certain past papers (which are 100% leadmarks-inkmarks-polution free. Call me ur Friendly next door Eco-friendly neighbourhood~!)

To the publisher, u have no choice but to accept my apologies, I utterly dont wanna waste another Cent of my parents money, as my parents pocket weigh more. sorry lo.

Figured that I didn't have the need to waste in Hundreds extra to go for tuitions, as i figured that if only i actually studied.... exams are like. Wee! For no apparent reason, I'm confident. as always :D xD

but that's if i A.C.T.U.A.L.L.Y. tried studying.

How to score well in A levels.

Rule no 1 : DO NOT laugh and giggles in class too much.

Rule no.2 : DO NOT study A2 1.5days before each paper. Finished A2 in one glance. ok 2 larh,since there's trials.

Rule no.3 : I think it's a WISE choice to perform any form of exercises. or attempt the past papers.

Rule no.4 : DO NOT. skip topics (because if ur dear singapore published book does not have d particular topic) Chances are.. Ie: 3+ Full pages of GROUP 4 in Chemistry. O.O

Which u obviously haven't even HEARD of in ur life. Nop, I totally skipped it, for trials n finals.

Rule no.5 : Rules are meant to be broken. Haven't u heard?

So applies to all the conditions stated above. O.O uh OO!

This shall probably go down the line as the worst. ever exam in my life. xD I never felt so. dumb ya know.....

(I used to like Exams.

xD I know, Im cWazy, maybe i Used to do tad bit better, I felt like exams serve as a benchmark to get to know how well ur actually doing in yer studies. but NEVER AGAIN!)

But at least, Ii'll amaze the examiner, leaving her in awe with like..

"OH WOW! This girl has just came out with a New,Innovative,Creative,Worldly,Theory of the Century to explain the effect.

Oh wow..

Why is SnO2 stronger.. CO2.. no friggin idea..

There's a reason anyway, that I never took on A levels really seriously. It was never the thing that I'd wanted to do, the course that I'd wanted to pursue after. It wasn't even in any way related and would aid my ambition. I never find motivation in doing it. Except for the 25k that my parents had invested in, and my parent's hopes in me. Anyhow, I had my own reasoning as to why I chose to do it.

2008-06-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

I tried so hard not to.

2008-06-07T00:01:00.010+08:00

Petrol price is now 2 ringgit 70 sen.
Price to be Reviewed.
Dalam masa satu bulan, incremen sebanyak 30 sen lagi.
Tak apa.
Anwar cakap dia akan merendahkan harga!
Tak apa.
Flash election.
Dan cuma diperlukan 30 daripada 52 seat to convert di Sabah Sarawak.
Itu sabah sarawak BN punya orang, bolehlah dapat sedikit MP place, lagipun tidak akan digelar pengkhianat.
Rakyat akan panggil Hero!
Ini satu *golden opportunity* bagi Barisan Rakyat to form government.
*A moment like this* Kalau akan happen, inilah momentnya!
Tak apa.
Ada NGV marh.
Tapi perlu 4k loh.
Continuous increment bisnes ibubapa akan terjejas loh.
Entah bagaimana. Entah lah..
*shrugs*

Speaking bout icam mana Kim Xiong ingat, FTZ, JS, Skynet once ditutup kerana Flash Election akan berlaku. Sangat Irony xD

Dan saya watch Ah Long Pte. Ltd tadi, sangat Melucukan!! Buat saya ketawa terbahak-bahak bukan main serious. Maksud saya, serious. atau tak? Tak tau lah. awak tau tak?
Ah long lai kan pa pa,pa pa bu zhai jia, wo ching ah long shin zhuo sia~
Ah la la long Ah la la long. Long long long long~~

Dan Bahasa Malaysia saya, BEST kan? :D
Malaysia Boleh!
Vienna Boleh!

The cute little cheery things.

2008-06-04T22:00:00.015+08:00

I guess everyone's going berserk over the papers eh.
I mean Math's hard. Chem's hard.
Cambridge should be like called. CamelBridge!
Hopefully they'll like get dehydrated,decarboxylated,dehydrogenated and die from Aneroxia Nervosa.. Bullemic or something!
xDD (Vatt...Im trying to curse here!! )

L3 R0y says:
haha...why is it that when u try to insult me...it ends up being a compliment??
L3 R0y says:
face it la u cant insult me
L3 R0y says:
your too goodie good girl

o.O -.-' >.< x.x
Nway I found these sites to do the Job for me. Clickie Site.1 Site.2
A quote: Well, they do say opposites attract...so I sincerely hope you meet somebody who is attractive, honest, intelligent, and cultured.

xD This is also quite fun.

Here's something to cheer u guys up! :D

hahahhaahahahaha. So cheerful! Dam I like the way he laughs. Such a Cheery Pie!
A paper a day,keeps the ~~doctor away~~ baby happy.

If only we were satisfied so easily. :D
There wouldn't be war..
There wouldn't be A levels..
There wouldn't be a need to get A A A in a levels...

Courtesy of shin's bloggie =)

Say Fire Truck...
:D hahahhahaha.

Lately, I've got some loves for Rainbows.
:D

They simply make me happy just by looking at it, and so it cheers me up. When Im stressed, I'll probably have a look at it. That's part of my stress management xD
And here u guys can have it! I picked some out from my collection, something for u guys!
=)

=)

I felt like diving in for this one. :D

One near the beach.

Who says we can't see the end of the Rainbow? =)
I'm thinking of the story about the Pots of Gold at the end of the Rainbow.

Ahhhh.. Sky's the limit.
The oh so comfortable beach.

Now.. This is a special one!

Im sorry if I bombarded my page with smileys. I just cant stop the smile when i see the rainbows. =) So when Im smiling, there's one smiley.

Gotta try Surfing one day!

Gotta do dodgeball again too!

While walking with Chin Xia, I saw em in the campus! On a Promo Tour!

Me : Chin Xia! Let's go for a game of Dodgeball!!
CX : Don't crazy larh u. A2 now lerh!! Go study! Shiu Shiu..
Me: But chin xia... I wanna play dodgeball. . . .
CX : Exam!! *drags me helplessly to the library*

=((
I missed the time we played dodgeball. And that's when being Petite has it's advantage :D
In relative, Jumlah Luas Permukaan Kecil! *Jeng jeng jeng*
*Whistle blows* Run & Grab a Ball & start THROWING!! Fun! :D
I hate u, finals. But i managed to grab their webbie.

We've seen the Ang Moh babies.
Time to call upon *drum rolls* my lil cousie bro!

The way he accelerates at 00:44 is just hahahaha :D

And.... Eyy? Why cannot go through wan?

I wondered if i should put this on...
But since.. it's already uploaded & Publicly labelled *Auntie Vienna & Anna playing with Clovis* on youtube. Im on youtube.
(But seriously it's no biggie, haha u should've seen what me & Banana men did. For free ice creams xD It was my idea, I know,yeay I talked u into it xD
The inspiration:

" Eh! I think there's something in ur eyes! "
" What.. What.. where got? "
Lesson no.1 : Ice cream does not stick on to ur eyes.
Lesson no.2: Now scream.. Food fight!
Lesson no.3: Something to be remembered. =)
Lesson no.4: Hope that u dont win.

Nohhhhh..... xD xD

Boy. Nope I didn't study very hard for Maths. So if u think ur dead, think about me! :D

My lil cousie Bro dropped by the day before maths, then.. I just simply told him that "JieJie had to study for exams d.." He sulks.. like pretty badly. I ~~ignore his pestering to ask me to play along with him~~ played some water and feed the turtles and ate chocolates and do funny faces and..

And then, there's Kok Soo! Who can't sleep at 12am. and just wanted to bug me. Man, I wasn't even Half way through that moment, ur a Big BUG. Talking to me about Bf and stuff
(yeah,if differentiating me=bf, integrating bf=u wont get me. It's not equivalent, thus the Line does not Coincide.)
I don't think I even made sense. I was almost gonna like stabstabstabstab then throwthrowthrow n stepstepstep n penyekkan u n send u to a Recycling Centre!
:)

Lucky i retook maths, lets *crossed fingers* hope that I'll not get back a B,
but I'll probably get back a C.
I seriously don't know what to expect for the overall end result.
Scccrew the A's i got for chem & bio in As. Since it's pretty much useless, seeing how screwy I did for A2 and let's go weeeeee!
=(

I can't stop wondering "why does it seems like our effort doesn't pay off, like no friggin thing came out wan!? like Babi Hutan Tropika Camelbridge! "
" Why did I do the retakes anyway? "
What's the point of it? To spend some money and some time.
=(

But Hey! Looking on the bright side of things, Im of Big help for others in Pulling Down the Percentile!

Ok Im Deadddddddd.

(As i was typing this, nope i dont know what am I feeling now, is it. urm. happy. definitely no. sad. um. not really also. Let's call it Teh-O Cham..satu..!
Or Teh-O-ice-limau satu! Tak mau limau Tak mau teh and Tak mau ice..
o.O
Im probably going cuckoo! xD)
I was supposed to be cheering things up rite?

Back to babies!

Now, guess who's in the house?

She starts with an initial D V.
:D

The squash tourney.

2008-05-31T22:26:00.012+08:00

Behold.. I've got a wedding proposal.
Guest26134: jom mari kita marry

Beware E Li.. I might be married, way before u & *coughcough* *ahem* uknow ;) *tercekik*
xD

Lol. I don't even know who's the groom. Pls reveal ur identity.

(In full aware, that it may BE - Pei VATT Li, or Ng BANANA Men. U two is it? ><
_________________________________________________________________________

What a day?

The tournament wasn't really tournament larh :D I had fun! :D

Help College got the 1st place.

My cousie was there! Representing Help!
She was supposingly in SUKMA now, but she flew back on yday evening flight. UH OO.
I played against her larh, but the results can simply be explained by implying some Biology knowledge of *Genetic Variation* xD

2nd was Inti - Clement, serene, leroy.

3rd was IMU. - was the organizer. I got some few new friends from IMU! :D
We got 4th =(

We didn't get any trophy or prize money lo, but we've got some allowance 10bucks from Taylor's, which is WISELY spent on DOTA & Makan after that ;)

We went to makan lunch in Sri Petaling after that.

Hahaha. I lurve those people larh!

They are like dam shytty, dam RANDOM and farnie! :D

- wai hoong. serene -

Wai hoong : Hey fang! Eyy.. Heyy.. Vienna!!
Me : Eyy. Wai Hoong!!
Wai hoong : Vienna! U look even prettier now :D
Me : hahahahaha.. Thank you ;)
He said some braceseyesbrowssmileblablabla.

But.... things changes swiftly. I'll never ever want to trust whatever he says ever again.

Wai hoong : Eh Vienna! Have u tried before Purple Rendang?
Me : *starts imagining the chicken im eating in Purple* Wuuu~ What!! *excited* Got such thing?
Wai hoong : Yeah! I bring u there to makan one day, want or not?
Me : Sure sure! :D
Serene : It's in PJ larh, very famous wan, come out in The Star before, u didn't see meh?
Me : Really?! But purple... how do they make it purple? Ribena arh?
Wai hoong : No.. They put Kerabu! n some melayu rempah la. alot of things mix together then become purple.
Me : What's kerabu? Yam arh?
. . . . .

After.... 10 minutes of talking about the Legendary Purple Rendang.....
Guess what?
They also got Blue Rendang lerh? Like dam Cool right!!
Not.

U!! Cow!! Idieut Cow! ! Go Pang Sai larh!
When *u two* get a son right, u know what u should name him, Teoh Cow Sai!

And squash has much more into it. than u think.

quote of the day.

" I like that. ;) serious look of yours. " -sparrow.

" I'm glad i made ur first time ;) " -vn.

"Chillax larh!" - wh.

"Snorlax larh!" -vn.

"Not like i wanna hit on u also." -leroy

"not like i want ur hit also." -vn.

"Yeah. ur Unhittable. " -leroy

Whatever unhittable means. :P

And while a DOTA game has much more into it. than u think.

Jack sparrowaka serene : vienna..don't come too in ar.. If not, I touch U!

Vienna`I kew u! : People.. please reveal ur identity...

Jack Sparrow (b) : I'm Brad Pitt.

Then we had Leroy who goes around talking about some movie - Some girl who has some teeth in her vagina. which bites off like the doctorsfingertheguythingandtheylikethe2ndguywhokenabitelalalala. Apparently, they ALL watched the movie. I was xD-ing. The only movie i watched is er. Speed Racer? xD

It's not kiddy! Don't laugh at me!
So i shouted, "Don't pollute my innocent mind! " :D
Mana tahu.. The next topic was "Why did the Pokok Nangka in front of my house has a broken branch?" Creativeinnovativeingenious ideas of what I've. did. WITh it. Link themovieteethpokoknangkaandkelapa.

Serene : Vienna..I feel like... grabbing...
Me : o.O (diverting attention) *points on the model poster* Is that an A or B?
Wai Hoong : (Trying to compare his & her's)
Fang : (Almost Instantenous) B!! (He is. very fast)
Clement : It's just the cheongsam that make it. . .

Ok enuf! xD

-I'm innocent.-

And during DOTA!
Fang Qing Yao! Go Pang Sai also larh U!
ANd Kim Xiong too! Go Lao Sai ar U!

They keep PAWNING me u know!
Wtheck! I randomized some Dua jenis Dragon in Two games. Jakiro shyt. and the Necrolic shyt.

I dont know what is it okay.
They got this combo of Ice wall,sending me freezing in a Ice cube in the Ice age, then a Fire Ball starts rolling on the ground, awakening the dragon from the Ice age, then Meteor starts Falling from the Sky and the Dragon is wiped out to extinction.

30 seconds later... The dragon is revived and is alive to start multiplying to mengekalkan Kemandirian Speciesnya by summoning many of his little black Birdie again.

I only know that my attempt in assassinating people, at the end of the day, ApparentlyAppearstobe, a suicidal attempt. At least I succeeded Once.

FAnGus,sitting beside me, supposingly be my guidance light, instead he emits this Radiance radioactive shyt which'll kill me when we bertembung.

"I don't want to see u anymore! Go away from me! U Leafytreefungus" xD haha kiddings okay :) but don't kill me larh... all da time summore.
What fren is this? Since. F2? 3 adil? or was it F1? Msss xD walao like 7years.

Kay larh, next time u all see la, when I return, if I got any chance to play with u all again, I'll GodLike u man!

Xing texted: "Hey vienna, Thanks for the present. Wasted u din manage to come today.."

It sure does Sound and look like they had alota fun! :D

Too bad I couldn't join those people celebrating Wen & Xing's Bday party =(

I think. They look lovely together. Don't u think so ;)

I sometimes wonder. Who's dominant, and who's recessive. Or are they both aggresive?

From 10 O'clock, it's Sook,Mel,Jeff,Wen,Xing,Ken,Yit,Jan,Foong,Mei! :D Thanks to the meraba-raba. Eyh? I where got? im good =D Now, do I get chocolate? :D In total, i shud get 10chocolates. If not. *threatens* i really raba wan arh!

Good things are meant to come a lil late =) *gives a cheeky smile* u noe. wee! xD

I'm real happy =) fer this. Bahagia selalu tau =)

Hope u guys had fun!! :D

Happy Belated Birthday, Yi wen & Li Xing! =)

Now, study!

But it was a FunFun day :D

- a candid by my sis -

:D

2008-05-29T00:39:00.013+08:00

Alritey!

Time for a lil update.

Tomorrow d Inter-College MAPCU Squash Tournament beckons.

Adumdumb says:
OK CHUN
Adumdumb says:
so
Adumdumb says:
ready rite
Adumdumb says:
i come pick u tomoro
Adumdumb says:
740 ok?
- vienna. says:
Ready haha. my sis took my racquet, n i used xiong's racquet, Kuno ones to play just now.
Diperbuat drp Logam berat. my wrist dam pain lor now.. aching.
- vienna. says:
but OK!
- vienna. says:
:D
Adumdumb says:
chun
Adumdumb says:
heavy more power ma
Adumdumb says:
=)
Adumdumb says:
kk
Adumdumb says:
cya tom
Adumdumb says:
sleep earlier
Adumdumb says:
u need to win
Adumdumb says:
kk?
- vienna. says:
Huh?
- vienna. says:
haha
- vienna. says:
choon shean said he'll win on behalf of me
- vienna. says:
so WHEEEEEE!
Adumdumb says:
=.=
Adumdumb says:
he sure win all ler
Adumdumb says:
cept leroy
Adumdumb says:
u can beat serene?
- vienna. says:
He says go there n have fun only lar
Adumdumb says:
hahaha
Adumdumb says:
yeah
- vienna. -be my light- says:
Nope
Adumdumb says:
have fun ler
Adumdumb says:
inti abit hard
Adumdumb says:
lol
Adumdumb says:
im gonna have fun too
- vienna. says:
im gonna laugh in d court.
Adumdumb says:
=P
- vienna. - says:
probably. so yeah HAVE FUN la deng!
- vienna. -be my light- says:
:D
- vienna. says:
exam's hard enuf d, time to Chill out man~!
- vienna. says:
yeah. shall anticipate. for Their match.
Adumdumb says:
hahahaha
Adumdumb says:
ya man
Adumdumb says:
same same

Haha I just came back all sweaty walking back from 3K now. But nothing beats the after-sports feel =) I likey!

With Kim Xiong n Choon Shean, we did drills for 3 in the court. The Taylors Team of 3 is of Fang, Choon Shean & Me. Which goes by the system, when a team is up against another, at least 2 of u must win, so that's 2 points for ur team, n Tadaa ur team wins that team :D

Note to self: Bring along a packet of Chocolate Biscuits with u, yummy, right b4 walkin in d court, eat it all up! u'll run fast after that. not.

I miss the secondary school days, where we used to go together, to Sunway club, the sport gang xD to Swimming, Badminton, Ping pong, hit the Gym, run the treadmill, Jan paling weak! haha! then I'll be Coachie Vienna n teach them squash :D All in a day, amazing aren't we?

Like got unfulfilled swimming plan with Jun xD She says it's the best sport to slim down wo. I promised to go on diet with her too, but then, hahaha. WOOPsie! but I think she slimmed down larh. I'm in a CONSTANT state. xD

I miss swimming. Eh eh? Anyone wanna go swimming? After Finals!? =D I fetch!

Guess what am I eating now? The answer is.... Teng teng teng~~ Tofu!

Mommy ask me to finish it up wo.. but then it taste a lil weird. >< ><>

My reasoning : Tauhu Busuk also won't cause ppl to get stomach ache la. I won't kena stomach ache 2moro wan la.

xD If i do, Im so sorry to u two. hahahah xD

Uh Oo no.1

Woot! It's Serene, almighty Serene~! xD

'o' Uh oo. Recites Big big trouble. Oh well xD

Im gonna run. Wheeee!

Uh Oo no.2

More than 7 colleges means more than 7 matches In A DAY!

Crazeyyy. Even MSSS has only 2/3 matches a day.

But I think Im strong. I think. ;)

Im now Hypnotizing myself. *Ah umm~*

Uh Oo no.3

I wanna JOIN u guys in 1U!!

=( I can't go.. Why does it have to be on the same day?

Anyway, Im planning on something ;) If I don't have matches on 1-3pm, I'll go join u guys.

BUt.. Bukit Jalil to 1U. Hmph.........

How to go ar? North South East West? Tenggara? Barat Daya? Barat Laut? Air Laut?

Uh Oo no.4

Oh btw it's in BUKIT JALIL STADIUM.

Freakyyy. It's where Malaysia's Best dijumpai. Glass wall. woot!

Uh Oo no.5

Am I supposed to bring Maths 3 Past Year papers to do there?

I wonderrrrrr.

Stewpid la u, looi vien na, go there do Maths? Go meet people n ur long lost squashie mates larh! Ok, im talking to myself. i noticed xD

The more u study, the less life u get.

Oo wah no.1

Just why am I playing squashie.

U see the one on the right?

That's her. The cousie =)

It was impressive start by the Mumbai juniors who were up against five ranked Malaysian players-Looi Fon Sow, Looi Hong Lin, Ashvin Nesan, Kapil Nesan and Sally Looi...

Too bad. haha =D I skippy training for ~~1month~~ 3months every exam. So u can count larh, when there's how many exam in one year, then. hahaha. =D

But then that was the past i guess, she now has a superuperduperuber richie Bf =)

So she's not playing, that consistent already. I mean if u got a bf who's about to inherit a listed company on d msia's bursa saham, with how many houses, unlimited *slot slot* of credit card, she goes on shopping for whatever she likey! She cut me magazine to tailor make a dress =( but i give her la =( Why play squash? xD

Oo Wah no.2

X+YZ says:
wow
X+YZ says:
why don put ur bf full pic?
- vienna. says:
BF??
X+YZ says:
ur display
- vienna. says:
what talking u xD
X+YZ says:
thought its u kissing ur bf

- vienna. says:
Doesn't it at all look like a girl?
ABC says:
no
ABC says:
not at all
ABC says:
ahahaha

Does this, at all, look like a guy? hahaha stop asking me la, I don't have one xD

She started the idea! I just join along only, since she wanna kiss me so badly. aih. Kids nowadays. hahaha :D

Me lil sis has got a Bffff. I mean Bf. Her first ever.

Guess what?

She's 13.

Gawd....o.O x.x S.S xD

Now, he seems like some very loving guy, from what I see from the messages, very lurveydurvey. They say things that, I wouldn't even dare to say, very yuk ma, it's veryvery. U should see those messages. xD Can faint wan u noe? n Not that bad looking.

Butttttttt. That still wouldn't stop my letering, and advises to my sis. I dunno man. She's in lurve. She's happy.

Butttttttt. She's too young.I don't want her to get cheated, to get heartbroken.

So i think i talked to her quite a bit, meleter abit I think! xD that soon, it became her turn to *Leter* me balik that I'm too serious in this lurve things, and alot of things we should just try it out! we'll never know! Stop waiting. n all..

Lallalala~ If there's a thousand million things i would play about, joke about, being not very serious about. Just not this.

Im stubborn, dont ask why. =)

Kk, let's stop talking about me, shall we?

Hahaha. Having said that bout me sis, my bro actually had his first at 12. ><

He had this crush on his classmate since (Lick hung system equals=6 years,the very same people in the class) u could imagine.

And he talked to me about it.. That he didn't knew whattodo..n all.. Seeing him, so trulymadlydeeply in love. As a biggie sista, I helped him out lorr =D But that girl's like the Hawtest-of-All in primary. Zhern Yung would've knew, it's your *that one 9.99* punya sister!

But u know right, I got dam alot advise and IDEAS wan =D Sooooooo... Tadaa!!

I guess I don't do a bad job as a Biggie Sis, that they'll tell me of their problems, even relationship xD by themselves. You should observe the way my sis wanted to start telling me about it. She was like smilingsmilingsmiling at me.

And my parents doesn't even know about it. in fact, noone else in the family knows. I promised her that I won't tell anyone including my parents or brothers. Of course, i seeked for her permission before publishing this post. Now that im feeling guilty for not telling mommydaddy, don't make me!But.. since they're not always at home coming back at 12.30pm drive by the Hokkien show, mommy sometimes later. (if u wanna know, click) I took over their role, long time ago.

But haha. if u see me, u wouldn't think so. Blame the insanity! =)

But, I can't do that at home. Ok inevitably, still got abit *essence of it larh, but as a Tai Kai Je, I had to be more in control. summore mommydaddy only see us on weekends! ~~That means more freedom! Can go out n come back b4 11pm, they wouldn't know :D~~ But I'm not such a baddie gurl. I think :D hahahahahahhahaahahaha. :D

Uh Oo no.6

Im nothing ready for NS.

5 hours after prom ended, and I had to wake up for NS.

I need a break.

Medical check-ups? Applying account in Agriculture shyzt Bank? And knowing my mom, she'll probably ask me Kao Dim everything myself. I don't have time to do all that.

Im worried for mommy, she finally went to get a Thorough Medical check up already. Results of the scannings are coming out in another 3 weeks time.

I wanna make sure, that I'll be there. for her. In case if there's anything.

If there isn't anything, *thankgoodness* I'll like to know that she is just fine. =)

But she told me of some ketumbuhan around the breast. omg. plsplsplsplsplsplspls tell me that she'll be alright. If words could express how worried I am. PLs dont,The results i mean, don't show me of anything,I don't want to see. I'll stop talking about this, ori'll burst into tears soon. Nope, I dont cry easily.

I need to research on what Uni, what field, what course, what scholarships, researching more about my *Plan*, where to head to after this, my pilot ambition..

There's just so much to do, after A-levels. I can't go, without knowing that my future's well-planned. Or at least having some ideas about my directions in life after this.

Yeah, it can be a holiday, it's like almost GawdPlanned for me, the Day RIGHT after, D-Day.

But I'll not be in peace of mind.

I'll spend 3months. left in uncertainty. lying on the bed everynight. not knowing anything. what lies ahead of me. I don't wanna be left in the midst of darkness. I always know what I wanted.

My camp's so Ulu that it has O.n.e Bar for celcom in CERTAIN areas of it. I googled it.

http://ipohexpress.blogspot.com/http://thelostworldreborn.blogspot.com/2007/04/nasional-service-in-kem-terkok-really.htmlhttp://video.aol.com/video-detail/flying-fox/1385810022http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=karyian&nextdate=4%2F21%2F2006+23%3A59%3A59.999

It's Kem Terkuk in Sungai Siput in Perak! I Googled-Earth it okay, to find out Sungai NYAMUK is right BESIDE IT!

Nyamuk!!!!!!!

I kena Denggi once. I think those 5days 4nights sleeping-alone-in-the-Hospital-with-a-double-beded-room-with-no-one-sleeping-on-it is dam scary lorh! U shud try it lorh. nights in hospital are quite. different. with no one else in the room.

Sure! my mom came teman me for 1 of the night, she as usual think I dam strong, dam Kao Dam berani wan lorh. Tho I was actually reallyreally scared & slept at 4am, only to get the nurse come POking me at 5am,I didn't tell her how much I wished they were here to accompany me through the nights,or just to see me more often.. but it's only my nature. Ok im quite a sarker, haha I Ban-Moh-Yeh quite often wan xD Everything's ok that kinda thing, u noe xD I don't admit stuff easily wan, but I just admitted that. uh oo. xD

I doubt it gives me internet connection to check stuff or simply *Maxis*-Connecting People.

Im being very much homesick now. even before going. I hate disconnection with u people =( The PM4s i wanna Spam ur blog for fewmoremonths muahahaha. The SJ gang people. The YS gang. The squash Mates. The ballet gals. I don't want. and The violinguitarpiano they promised. My yet to be fulfilled ballroom dancing lessons.

I talked to my parents about it.

They as usual says, it's up to me to decide. =)

Nway Daddy says go, cause when i come back, I'll get my A levels results back around the same time.

Holy Cow! Monyet malaikat ayam!

Tuhhan Babi Hutan Tropika!!

Tips for the guys on getting the ladies+The 10 Categories of Messages.

2008-05-23T17:17:00.013+08:00

While waiting for ms.sandy to send me pixie, I’ve got some time to check out my long abandoned friendster messages. There’s 983 calling up. xD Im not even 30% through xD
So since im free, awhile. While flipping the pages, I laughed.

I shall do a review on what I see =D

Here I present to you:

The 10 Categories of Messages you'll probably Bump Into in your Friendster inbox:

Category 1 : FWD FWD FWD FWD FWD FWD FWD FWD FWD FWD:

Subject : Fwd : Fwd : Fwd : Something cool!
Message: Once you read this you cant get out,
finish reading this, do as i say.
I am Freddy Minosa. I am a ghost
If you don't send this to at least 15
people,
I will come to your house at midnight
and I’ll hide in your cabinet.
When you are sleeping, i will come out
and eat you alive.
don't believe me?
Case 1:
Teo hwee choo
she read this but she did not send it
to any one.
she thought that it is a joke
and she is not with us anymore
i ate her alive
Case 2: . . . 3 ... 4…5…

After reading it, I didn’t send it to anyone. I guess im gonna die tonight, and become Case 6.
So people, forward this in advance for me :

Subject : Fwd : Fwd : The Meaning Behind I Love You.

Message: Once you read this you cant get out,
finish reading this, do as i say.
I am Looi Vienna. I am a ghost,
If you don't send this to at least 15 500
people,
I will come to your house at midnight
and I’ll hide in your ~~cabinet~~ kitchen.
When you are sleeping, i will come out
and eat ~~you alive~~ all your chocolates alive.
U will be crying, so sad that you'll hang yourself to death,
and you will not be with us them anymore.
Be with me! We'll eat chocolates together! Muahaha.

Category 2: Shakespeare.

X1 wants to brighten your day with a smile. Check out X1's profile and send a reply.

A message from X1:

I'm sending this smile to u, hoping that it will brighten up your day and hope it will touch your heart.
Cause for so long I’ve been looking for a girl like u to come into my life. U know I cant resist Ur charming smile .
You’re everything I’ve tried to find. U mind giving me the direction to your heart? Tell me how to win your heart?

Directions:

Walk straight, turn left, turn left turn left then turn left, then make a 150degrees turn, turn right, then turn left again, go up the mountains and you'll see a river, cross the river and you'll see my heart.

Apologies. I won't trust these things.

A message from X2:

You don't need fancy jewelry
To make me fall for you.
You don't need a lot of makeup,
To cause me to pursue.
You don't need clothes from Gucci
To make me like you more.
You do not need to put on airs
To make my passions soar.
All you need is honesty,
And a smiling face;
Sincerity and loyalty,
And a warm embrace.

Cheers,
X2.

Subject : For u..
A message from X3:

You're the whisper of a summer breeze.

Your tenderness gives me desire and I cant resist your charm.

What I'm trying to say is that I'm into you. Will u be my bao bei??

Note: Bao bei = baby.
Not in this life, definitely, but maybe next life, I've got no choice but to be turn into a sperm and emerge as the Champion in Swimming and got no choice but to be reborn as yours, then maybe.

Category 3 : Fungi Bacteria Insect

Subject: hi

A message from X4:

Hi!
How's life?
What u doing presently?
May I ask;
what is your favourite flowers, favourite food, favourite music?
What do u do for free time?
What's your favourite hangout?
What's u hobbies?

I normally hangout at midvalley shopping mall, cybercafe and I work as director at jln ampang...
Can i call u to chat in person?

Noh u cant,sry.

Category 4 : A Very quick question.

Subject : Hi
A message from X5:

Hey there,
just wanna ask u a quick question.
are u single?

Case 5 : Very Powerderful Engrish leh.

Subject: x6

Message: hallo...lke to meert u?????u got play msn o not??? i wan ply u..

U wan ply me ar???? Gaeutt.. my high score is 1000!! U lerh???

Case 6 : Send in your resume, I'm now hiring!

I am X7.
Age: 20
168cm
68kg
frm kuala lumpur
interests : music,singing,guitar, keyboard,badminton,stamps
wanna b friends?

A message from x8: I like mountain hiking, running, badminton, gym, jogging, swimming, music, movies,
I like pink rose...
favourite food is eastern food,
favourite music is pop, classical, jazz, religious...
I look forward to develop friendships with u.

Subject: pls reply me....
Message: Hi, im X9 from kl.

I am a CEO.
Running own business in Asia.
Hope to be friend with u.
Pls contact me 0126530852.
Wait ur sms.

CEO ar? I tipu ur whole business, makan habis all ur wang and u have to do really 'Big business' in Africa already lor! *ah choo* Lau Sai!

Case 7 : Kai Jia

Subject: hi?

Message: u are that girl with kai jia in the Cafe that day rite?? and the one tat always longkang in the bowling alley rite?? izzit?? if not.. then it is me recognize wrongly liao.. =(

anyway hi!

Hahahaha Longkang xDD I don't okay! I play veli good wan...
Jia!!! Who is that? I don't remember xDD
Nway, it's really long time since he sent and that I read it. Might as well forget bout it.

Case 8 : Pysduck? Psy Psy Psy? I'm so confused too

Subject: X9 has sent you a smile.
Message: X9 wants to brighten your day with a smile. Check out X9's profile and send a reply.

A message from X10:
Hey! What's the meaning behind your name? Your grand father is mozzart's friend? Besides, i dont recognize which one is you in the pic... kekeke...

Subject: u ur sista
A message from X11: can i make friens with ur sis.....or is it ur sis......which is u......

Case 9 : Tiu Kai

Subject: hi

Message: hi hi

I'am Chris From Setapak Kuala Lumpur
Chinese Male
You are so cute gal..
Nice To meet u
Im so down, cause jus broke up wt GF
I'm So desperate now

Im Looking for Soulmate n SEx Partner as well
I can Pay Money if u wan ask for it..
I'm waiting for yr reply.........

The heck? * Pui Pui Pui Pui Pui Pui Pui Pui Pui Pui *
Go Geylang larh!!
I pity his gf larh. Have to do it for FREE.
Looking on the bright side, At least i'm worth that he wants to PAY me!
In comparison to his Ex gf.

xD

Category 10 : Of flatters.

That do not work.
Some tips for the Guys to learn this up:

Lesson 1 : Learn how to Spell correctly.

Example:-
Subject: hey.
Message: prety girl.mid intro..?

U can't do stuff like when you're trying to say Hey, Baby! to Hey,Babi~!

Lesson 2 : U think ur cool? We don't think so.

Example :-
Subject: Yo yo! Wassup?!
Message: heyz u wassup...lol wow ure pics are really nice like really nice hehe and beautiful....u look like a nice person i hope cool too since i'm cool too haha, of course i would want to meet u too! lol...hope we can chat more in msn u look like such an interesting person..so dun forget to gimme ure msn addy hehe!...and hey i think frenship and love and experience have no age boundry...haha u decide...hit me back! peace out yo!

Note : He's a Ah Pek. HipHop-wannabe summore. Act ur age kay? Anyhow,he can go play the Yoyo! Doesn't require much movement.

Lesson 3 : Girls prefer it when you look into the personality which reflects Inner Beauty rather than going Gaga over Outer Beauty.

Tell me, after 50 years, will you still look the same as of now?

If your love is for mere beauty, a shallow outer layer of epidermal cells, I'd say you are shallow.

Eat cells for lunch la! U love it wut xD

Examples of how a better flatter would be:

Subject : Greetings.
Message : Hello! how are you doing? Hope you are fine over there.
I was just surfing through the net when i got attracted by the content of your profile. Well my name is Y1 from kl cheras hope you dont mind being friends,hope to hear from you soon.

Take care.

Subject : Hey :)

Message : What u said about ure character in your profile impressed me. I seriously like what I saw, Love ure attitude. Would like to know more about u :)
By the way ure parents are of an exquisite taste, can see that by the name they gave u ;)
and i will be glad to teach u abit about guitar that i know for free :p. and also vocal if u got the voice :)

Y2.

Subject :

Message : I notice that from the photos, u can be really funny, cheerful and humurous. hahaha. I find these personality quite attractive..A girl like that in a crowd can never be boring right? Always got something happy to talk about.

Hope to get to know u better here and share any common interests..I love movies,music and novels. U? Hope to hear from U in the distant future. Take care and Smile always..
Bye Vienna.

Lesson 4 : The acquisition of terms.

Subject: Hey.
Message: u look charming.

Charming is a better word than Beautiful. They both rank almost the same, depending on individuals.
But Beautiful is a better word than Leng Lui.

Tell me Leng Lui, n these two things will inevitably POP into my mind:
1. Cheena Kia!
2. Very *Mulut berbunga-bunga* Haofafa.
The next time I see u, I'll keep a Constant Displacement from u.
Cause ur already being termed as a playboy.

While complimenting her, here's few more terms for ya :
Stunning, Ravishing, Gorgeous, Attractive, Alluring, Winsome, Magnificent & Lovely.

Lesson 5 : Aiyoh cannot remember? Then say this la =)

"You're so beautiful,

I'd been wanting to find a much more sophisticated word for it, But I just can't seem to find a perfect synonymous word for it, other than You."

Easy?
So are you getting the drift now? How to Strike it the Right way?
I'd be glad if i helped. xD hahaha =D

And a Tip to the girls :

See no touch, Touch no see. See and touch, Pay~~money~~the price.
Couldn't bare to pay the price nor consequences. So I see & laugh only. So be smart! u can read and laugh ur *piku* off but don't don't get hooked by it and touch the reply button. Unless the few conditions below is satisfied, I'd never reply to any of the messages in friendster (not even those above,im sorry =)):
1. It's by someone I know.
2. Not forwarded/chain/spam/junk shytz.
3. I saw it in time. Not after the 3month anniversary.

The Mighty World Wide Web are of many hoax, personalities and people in disguise.

Be careful~ aye?

Or learn up Jujitsu! *Hoiyak!!*

It's easy how one could've tracked u down, right to your doorsteps:

The horror lingers..

One day, I was studying in my room.. Someone was shouting for my name so loudly from the back of my house..Strange enough, it's not of a voice that I'm familiar of..

Took a peek through the window.. To realise that it was an FBI from friendster>msn.. only to get a message in my phone "I know ur Peeking~~"

Traumatized. I dropped to the floor backing the window's wall. My Heart beated. Faster than ever.

Much thanks to One of the Proud Owner of ur One Stop Gay(Happy) Place- Chong Kok Ken!! for providing the Directions! I feel like Killing him&hisGrandpaUnclesGrandmaPapaAncestorsmom at the moment. But I'd to be thankful that KK was there with me, n 'the guy' wasn't a bad guy. So he didn't bugged me after that. but still he knew where I stayed,n still traumatized by how easily one could've tracked u down. I learnt my lesson.

So Just beware,kay? Maybe in other cases, ppl wont be as lucky.

Of slacks.

2008-05-21T16:19:00.013+08:00

Champions League final's tonight! First time in the League's history(as far as I know), An Epic Subliming Imposing Magnificent All English Finals.

EPL has made it that far. Conquering europe now. I wonder why's EPL the most watched League in the world. I figured, it must be of the fast paced style they played. The english style (I mean try watching Spain's La Liga or Italia's Serie A, in 5minutes time, you'd turn into a Snorlax. zZzzZ. Not enuf *unga unga* kan cheong-ness, 4359382 pass just to get near to the other end, everyone wants to see attackattackshootshoot at the goal post, right? That must be an *Uhm* factor that earns EPL their name & status. Epidemic phenomenon around the globe.

Yet Noh, I can't watch.

Jeremy & the gang called me up to go Mamak Bistro & join the gang to watch, fart, I can't larhh!! Fart, this is farting idieut, bio fart what, methane gas? Im gonna fart at the Bio paper 2moro! *PRRRrrrrrR~*
My brothers n daddy,as usual,will try very hard to ruffle up my connection to the books. They always do. I hate em! =D Like my bro just whispered to me that Ronaldo's leaving Mu, it's in the stars, wut? serious? Affirmation needed, anyone? I got no time.

But I'll resist.
I won't watch.
I'm studying.
But I'll listen ;)

And yet Im in Chapter 1 of Biology, haven't started Math 1.

And yet, Im checking for mommy's stuff.

She's feeling uncomfortable and aches all over her body. From what I heard, the Cheena Tabib says it's due to last time when she gave birth to my lil bro, had some unstoppable bleeding, then the Remaining blood wasn't really cleared off, plus she went back to work like 1day after she gave birth, never "Cho Yuet" aka 1month of relaxation period. Therefore leading to manymany aftereffect now.

But the Cheena Tabib is in Johor, he'd recommended a frequent visit of about 2 days once & continuous medication of 3-5 years. It's that serious. My mommy she has Osteoporosis too. On the other hand, we had a grandma who'll go all berserk when she founds out mommy's going back to her mommy's house in JB - she had some controversy with my mom's bro,n ppl from mommy's side. It's some of years long family thing.

I smiled and all happily comforting her that everything will be fine. I'll sort things out for her, gao dim grandma & work things out.

I never told her that I'm actually so worried, inside..

Yet I smiled.

("wtfart Looivienna, u think u some superhero or Goddess of Vienna ar? Always everything also everything will be finefinefine,smilesmilesmile. Worry then say worry la,till ur mom laugh at u n say that speaking to u,ur so naive that u always think that everything will be fine" "Let her think that, seriously,telling her worst of things that u see, doesn't help things" Thus,she'll never know xD blahh x.x I'll solve it!)

Had to do something, so I stressed that she should to go back every weekend, while I'd called up the ticket agents for the bus tickets n figured out out How to get to Puduraya, KL central, Batu pahat terminal, LRT, Airasia 50cents flight-Im gonna grab those hot seats for her!, Plusliners, Nadicorp, Sri Maju, Keretaapi Tanah Melayu, Firefly, MAS, taxi agents.. ok the blabberings shouldn't go on. 30 bookmarks xD

In hope that she'll feel better. Reconsidering if i should go NS, could've drove her to JB so she wouldn't need to suffer from the long hours of driving after the treatments, might be in JB this weekend, see how things turned out.
That's what happened today.
Aye, Studying!

Note: Don't let me see anything that gives an impression of *pick me up.Im Yummy yummy~!* Food whispers u know? in the kitchen tonight, or else it's not gonna be there the next morning ;)